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Parrot lets out a sharp exhale, seeing his breath within the light snowfall. He looks out at the distant setting sun watching it slowly move closer behind the mountains. It’s such a peaceful sight, and yet his mind is clouded with thoughts.
Parrot 猛地呼出一口气，在小雪中看到了自己的呼吸。他望着远处的夕阳，看着它慢慢地向群山后面靠近。这是如此宁静的景象，但他的头脑却被思绪所笼罩。
He turns his gaze towards his companion, analyzing his face, never realizing how tired he looked. Did he always look this tired, and was he too unobservant to notice?
他把目光转向他的同伴，分析着他的脸，从来没有意识到他看起来有多累。他看起来总是那么疲惫吗，是不是太不注意了？
“Wifies, I have a question,” Parrot says. He watches his best friend slowly turn his head, clearly holding something back from being said with the small exhale before their eyes both meet.
“Wifies，我有一个问题，”Parrot 说。他看着他最好的朋友慢慢地转过头来，显然在他们两人的眼睛相遇之前，他轻轻地呼出一口气，不让自己说出什么。
Wifies lets out a chuckled sigh. “What is it?” He says in an inevitably tired tone.
维茨咯咯地叹了口气。“什么事？”他用一种不可避免的疲惫语气说。
“Why are you still by my side? Despite everything. I told you so many times to leave me alone, and yet you found a way to get back into my life and were able to gain my trust again.” He says, watching the soft gaze within his ally's eyes change into a seemingly hurt one.
“你为什么还在我身边？尽管一切。我跟你说过很多次了，别管我，但你却找到了办法回到我的生活，并再次获得我的信任。他说，看着盟友眼中柔和的目光变成了看似受伤的目光。
How is Wifies hurt by him? He’s done nothing wrong; he was the one to betray him; it never was the other way around. His ally was the one who burned the compass and hid the fact that another one of their friends, Dean, was the traitor. How is he at fault? It’s all Wifies fault.?
维兹是怎么被他伤害的？他没有做错任何事情;是他背叛了他;它从来都不是相反的。他的盟友是烧毁指南针并隐瞒他们的另一个朋友 Dean 是叛徒的事实的人。他有什么错？这都是 Wifies 的错。？
He watches as his friend opens his mouth for a moment, and yet no words come out before he closes it once again.
他看着他的朋友张开嘴巴片刻，但在他再次闭上嘴之前，他什么也没说。
Why isn’t he replying? All he asked was a simple question; he never got why Wifies was always by his side, always wanting to protect him. It seemed so overbearing.
他为什么不回复？他只问了一个简单的问题;他一直不明白为什么维茨总是在他身边，总是想保护他。这看起来太霸道了。
He watches as the man beside him runs a hand through his hair, clearly losing himself within his thoughts, before taking a deep breath and looking back into his eyes. Is Wifies tearing up?
他看着身边的男人用一只手抚摸着他的头发，显然让自己沉浸在自己的思绪中，然后深吸一口气，回头看着他的眼睛。Wifies 在流泪吗？
“Why do you think Parrot?” he hears his friend say in an exhausted tone, clearly not wanting to deal with this conversation. He watches as his ally takes out the spyglass.
“你为什么觉得鹦鹉？”他听到他的朋友用疲惫的语气说，显然不想处理这个对话。他看着他的盟友拿出望远镜。
“I’ve given you my all; I have followed you through every single plan of yours without question.” He continued before Parrot gave him a confused expression and cut him off.
“我已经把我的一切献给了你;毫无疑问，我已经跟着你完成了你的每一个计划。他继续说，然后Parrot给了他一个困惑的表情，打断了他。
“What do you mean every single plan? You betrayed me back at that village, remember?” Parrot says in an annoyed tone, looking down at the spyglass within the man's hands before back up to his eyes.
“你每个计划是什么意思？你在那个村子里背叛了我，记得吗？Parrot 用恼怒的语气说，低头看了看男人手中的望远镜，然后又回到了他的眼睛上。
Wifies seems hesitant to speak up, he takes another deep breath. “That’s one event and we figured out how to get past it” he says in a tired tone.
维茨似乎犹豫要不要说出来，他又深吸了一口气。“那是一件事情，我们想出了如何克服它，”他用疲惫的语气说。
“Barely! Bro, you betrayed me but I still needed a team still so I let you back in. Why are you taking that as a way of forgiveness? You still betrayed me, I won’t get past that till you prove to me that you won’t do it again or explain why you did that” Parrot snaps back at him
“勉强！兄弟，你背叛了我，但我仍然需要一个团队，所以我让你回来。你为什么把这当作一种宽恕的方式呢？你还是背叛了我，我不会忘记这一点，除非你向我证明你不会再这样做了，或者解释你为什么这样做。鹦鹉怒斥他
He sees as the man in front of him seemingly tensed up. “I was showing you that I cared about you back then. Why couldn’t you see that?!” Wifies shouts the question towards him, making his face change into a more shocked expression.
他看到眼前的男人似乎绷紧了神经。“我当时在向你表明我关心你。你怎么看不到呢？！维兹朝他大喊着问题，让他的脸色变成了更加震惊的表情。
What is Wifies going on about? He didn’t show any sort of care? His best friend, or he should say ally, regardless, he did a selfish action by burning the compass; he wanted to give up; he wanted to run away; he's the problem.
Wifies 是怎么回事？他没有表现出任何关心？他最好的朋友，或者他应该说是盟友，无论如何，他烧了罗盘，做了一个自私的行为;他想放弃;他想逃跑;他就是问题所在。
“No, you didn't; you overreacted and abandoned me in the woods alone!” Parrot shouts back, hearing the scoff that the man in front of him let out.
“不，你没有;你反应过度，把我一个人丢在树林里！Parrot 大喊大叫，听到了他面前的男人发出的嘲笑。
“I can agree that maybe I stepped a bit out of line for burning the compass, but I did not abandon you in those woods. You left me; you let me sit in that village alone till I caved and found my way to civilization just to try and see you again.” Wifies says in a hurt tone, taking a deep breath before continuing.
“我可以同意，也许我烧了指南针有点越界了，但我没有把你丢在那些树林里。你离开了我;你让我一个人坐在那个村子里，直到我屈服，找到通往文明社会的道路，只是为了再见到你。维茨用受伤的语气说，深吸了一口气，然后继续说。
“Then all you did was shout at me. I let it happen. I believed that I deserved it. I always let you use me without any sort of question, all I wanted to do was keep you safe.” His friend says, looking down at the spyglass with a sad gaze.
“那你所做的只是对我大喊大叫。我让它发生。我相信我活该。我总是让你毫无问题地使用我，我只想保证你的安全。他的朋友说，用悲伤的目光低头看着望远镜。
Parrot's fists clench. “I never asked or wanted you to do any of that!” he shouts, and as the words slip out, he feels the washing waves of guilt in him.
Parrot 的拳头紧握。“我从来没有要求或希望你做任何那些事！”他喊道，随着话语的滑落，他感到一阵阵的罪恶感在他心中涌动。
What is he doing? He does care about Wifies, and yet all he's ever done is hurt him. Was he really the one at fault? That's not possible, right? He's not the one at fault, right? How is he just realizing this now? Why has his ally never spoken up about this before?
他在做什么？他确实关心 Wifi，但他所做的一切都是为了伤害他。他真的是错的吗？这是不可能的，对吧？他不是错的那个人，对吧？他现在是怎么意识到这一点的呢？为什么他的盟友以前从未谈论过这件事？
“I’m sorry—I didn't mean that. I just got too heated”, Parrot says, looking down at the snow below him; he feels like a shamed dog, refusing to make eye contact with the man who clearly cares about him more than anything in this lifetime.
“对不起——我不是那个意思。我只是太热了“，Parrot 说，低头看着他下面的雪;他觉得自己像一条羞愧的狗，拒绝与这个显然在乎他胜过今生任何事情的男人进行眼神交流。
“I know,” the man in front of him says in a shaky tone.
“我知道，”他面前的男人用颤抖的语气说。
This whole time, it's always been him and Wifies, and yet he always felt so alone; he never processed all the things his best friend has done for him. He tested; he hurt him over and over again.
这整个时间，都是他和 Wifies，但他总是感到如此孤独;他从来没有处理过他最好的朋友为他做的所有事情。他测试了一下;他一遍又一遍地伤害他。
And yet through all that he still stayed. Through it all, it's always been them against everyone else, side by side. How did he let himself get lost in the cause? In this idea that he has to save everyone but in reality it was just to feel better about himself.
然而，尽管如此，他仍然留下来。自始至终，他们总是并肩对抗其他人。他是如何让自己迷失在这项事业中的？在这个想法中，他必须拯救所有人，但实际上，这只是为了让自己感觉更好。
How did he let himself hurt his best friend this much to the point where he wouldn’t even fight back against him just because he wanted to be by his side?
他怎么让自己伤害了他最好的朋友，以至于他甚至不会仅仅因为他想在他身边就反抗他？
Parrot takes a deep, shaky breath, feeling as his breath starts to shorten and become more rapid. He feels his mind spiral downwards with realization of his actions, he feels sick to his stomach.
Parrot 深吸一口气，颤抖着，感觉自己的呼吸开始变得急促。他感觉到自己的思想随着自己的行为而螺旋式下降，他感到胃部不适。
A couple moments pass, the silent is deafening and yet his mind is so loud, shaming him for his actions.
片刻过去了，寂静震耳欲聋，但他的头脑却是如此响亮，为自己的行为感到羞耻。
The next thing he felt that broke him out of his tortuous mind was arms wrapped around him.
他感觉到让他从曲折的心灵中解脱出来的是双臂搂住了他。
After all he's done to Wifies, he still cares? How can he be hugging him? He is a terrible person. How can he still be by his side?
在他对 Wifies 做了这么多之后，他还在乎吗？他怎么能拥抱他呢？他是一个可怕的人。他怎么还在身边呢？
He takes a deep breath before hugging him back as tears fall from his eyes as he puts his face against Wifies chest.
他深吸一口气，然后抱住他，当他把脸贴在维兹的胸口时，泪水从他的眼眶中流下。
“Thank you for being my friend.” He mutters into his chest, squeezing his arms around his companion.
“谢谢你成为我的朋友。”他对着自己的胸口喃喃自语，用手臂搂住了他的同伴。
“I am so sorry for everything I put you through” , he says into his best friend's chest.
“我为我让你经历的一切感到非常抱歉”，他对着他最好的朋友的胸口说。
His friend doesn’t respond, just his grip around Parrot tightens. He feels safe, maybe he can prove himself to his ally that he would work harder to change, to listen to him.
他的朋友没有回应，只是紧紧地搂着鹦鹉。他感到安全，也许他可以向他的盟友证明自己，他会更加努力地改变，倾听他的意见。
He moves his head to then look up at Wifies, wanting to see his expression along his face as well as say more towards him. He opens his mouth for a moment then shuts it when he tries to make eye contact with him.
他转头看向 Wifies，想看看他的脸上的表情，同时也想对他说更多的话。他张开嘴一会儿，然后在试图与他进行眼神交流时闭上了嘴。
Why does his face look so fuzzy? Why can’t he recognize his own closest friend? The snow isn’t even affecting his visibility; what’s going on? Is he dying? Is this even reality? Is this somehow Ash’s doing?
为什么他的脸看起来这么模糊？为什么他认不出自己最亲密的朋友呢？雪甚至没有影响他的能见度;这是怎么回事？他快死了吗？这甚至是现实吗？这是 Ash 在做什么吗？
He tries to blink to try and see Wifies's face, but it was no use. He feels everything around him start to turn into a void, watching as he is now alone.
他试图眨眼试图看到 Wifies 的脸，但没用。他感觉到周围的一切都开始变得虚无，看着他现在孤身一人。
Nothing around him, it's just darkness. It was so quiet and yet his ears were ringing.
他周围什么都没有，只有黑暗。这里很安静，但他的耳朵却在嗡嗡作响。
“Parrot?” “鹦鹉？”
“Parrot!” “鹦鹉！”
He feels himself being shaken awake; he opens his eyes seeing Spoke on top of him. He doesn’t reply and looks around. He is lying on snow?
他觉得自己被摇醒了;他睁开眼睛，看到 Spoke 在他身上。他没有回答，而是环顾四周。他躺在雪地上？
He looks to his right side to see the mountains. Not hearing nor caring about the man who shaken him awake
他望向右侧，可以看到群山。没有听到也不关心那个把他摇醒的男人
Was it all a dream?
这一切都是一场梦吗？
Wifies died, and he couldn't even apologize or even thank him.
维兹死了，他甚至无法道歉，甚至无法感谢他。
It was all his fault.
这都是他的错。
