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Hongjoong had managed to hold back twice more, which he considered a feat considering how badly he had wanted to just walk the short distance between the two rooms and take Seonghwa’s offer.
洪中又成功忍住了两次，考虑到他有多想直接穿过两个房间之间那点距离接受星和的邀请，这简直堪称壮举。

The pink-haired man had come to him both times and let him know he was going to use the dildo, but he hadn’t invited him to watch again. Hongjoong almost felt like he had wasted an exclusive opportunity and ruined his chances of moving forward with whatever was going on between them, but Seonghwa seemed just as eager as always while he begged for him every single time, moaning his name like a prayer as he fucked himself with the dildo.
那位粉发男子两次来找他，告知他自己要使用按摩棒，但再没邀请他旁观。洪中几乎觉得自己浪费了独家机会，毁掉了推进两人关系的可能性，可星和每次哀求他时都一如既往地热切，用按摩棒自慰时像诵经般呻吟着他的名字。

Hongjoong was almost waiting for his roommate to invite him again, unsure if he’d actually take him up on his offer this time, but feeling more confident the more he got comfortable with the fact that he was in some kind of odd friends-with-benefits relationship with another man.
洪俊几乎在等着室友再次邀请他，虽然不确定这次自己会不会真的答应，但随着他越来越适应这种与另一个男人之间古怪的"炮友关系"的事实，他的信心也在逐渐增强。

In the end, it was jealousy that pushed him to do it. Once again.
最终，还是嫉妒心驱使他又一次这么做了。

They had both gone out to buy groceries together, teasing each other in a way that almost felt like flirting as they kept gently brushing against one another while they walked down the aisles.
他们一起出门采购时，总会在货架间穿行时刻意轻蹭对方，那些近乎调情的打闹让旁人看了都脸红。

The fact that people could assume they were a couple when they looked at them made Hongjoong feel extremely nervous, but also extremely proud.
每当有人误以为他们是一对时，洪中都会既紧张得要命又骄傲得不行。

Seonghwa was ethereal and perfect, anyone would be lucky to be chosen by him.
星华美好得不似凡人，能被这样的人选中该是多大的幸运。

“What are you going to cook for us tonight?” his roommate asked playfully as he put a bag of rice in the shopping cart.
"今晚打算给我们做什么好吃的？"室友一边把一袋米扔进购物车，一边打趣地问道。

He laughed and pretended to think very carefully about it. “I’m thinking Thai food.”
他笑着假装认真思考："我在考虑泰国菜。"

“Oh? Sounds great. Nobody dials the restaurant’s number like you do,” Seonghwa replied, staring at him from under his eyelashes.
"哦？听起来不错。没人能像你那样熟练拨打餐厅电话呢，"成华垂着眼睫凝视他，轻声回应道。

Hongjoong swallowed as he felt butterflies take off in his stomach.
洪俊喉结轻动，胃里翻起一阵酥麻的悸动。

The other man had the gift of stroking his ego and turning him into putty in his hands by saying the most mundane, basic stuff.
另一个男人有种天赋，只需说些最平凡、最基础的话，就能抚慰他的自尊心，让他变得像橡皮泥一样任人摆布。

“Thank you, I’m a natural,” he replied somewhat confidently with a smirk.
"谢谢，我这是天生的，"他带着一丝自信的坏笑回答。

His roommate’s eyes shone brightly when he noticed that Hongjoong was playing along, but they were interrupted before he could give another flirty remark.
当室友注意到洪中配合着玩闹时，眼睛顿时亮了起来，但还没来得及再说句调情的话，他们就被打断了。

“Seonghwa!”  成化！

They both turned around to see a familiar tall man standing right in front of them, and Hongjoong could feel himself tense up immediately. 
两人转身看见一个熟悉的高个男子就站在面前，洪准立刻感到浑身紧绷起来。

“Soobin!” exclaimed the pink-haired man excitedly. “How are you? I thought you were going home right after the exams?”
秀彬！"粉发男子兴奋地喊道，"最近怎么样？我还以为你考完试就直接回家了呢？

The newcomer laughed and Hongjoong felt the sudden urge to punch him in the stupidly perfect face.
新来的家伙笑了起来，洪俊突然有种冲动，想往他那张完美到欠扁的脸上狠狠揍一拳。

“Yeah, I was supposed to, but I was so exhausted that I decided to hang around for a bit longer before heading down,” he replied before looking over at Hongjoong.
“是啊，本来要走的，但实在太累了，就想着再赖会儿。”他懒洋洋地应着，目光却飘向洪钟。

“Oh, this is my roommate, Kim Hongjoong,” said Seonghwa. “This is Choi Soobin, my friend and classmate.”
"哦，这位是我的室友金弘中，"星华介绍道。"这是崔秀彬，我朋友兼同学。"

He forced himself to smile as he bowed politely, taking a subtle step back to avoid standing right next to the other man.
他强撑着扯出笑容，礼貌地欠身行礼，同时不着痕迹地后退半步，刻意与对方拉开距离。

He had assumed he’d be much shorter than Soobin, but actually seeing the difference was making him feel even worse.
他原以为会比秀彬矮不少，但亲眼看到身高差距时，心里更不是滋味了。

He stared awkwardly as Seonghwa made small talk about the midterms and he had to admit bitterly that they made a pretty couple.
他尴尬地盯着成华闲聊期中考试的样子，不得不苦涩地承认他们确实很般配。

Sure, the pink-haired man liked Hongjoong’s dick but he had never really hinted that he’d be interested in pursuing anything deeper than flirting and sexual teasing with him.
当然，这个粉发男人喜欢洪准的鸡巴，但他从未真正暗示过自己有兴趣超越调情和性挑逗，与他发展更深的关系。

His roommate must have noticed his sudden change in demeanor because he frowned when he looked at him and immediately told his classmate that they were kind of in a hurry.
室友显然察觉到了他神色骤变，皱眉瞥了他一眼，立刻对同学扯了个谎说他们赶时间。

“Ah, yes! Of course,” replied Soobin with the same gentle smile. “Let’s hang out before I leave, okay? Are you free tonight?”
"啊，当然好啊，"秀彬依旧挂着那抹温柔的浅笑，指尖无意识摩挲着咖啡杯沿，"在我走之前聚聚吧？今晚有空吗？"他喉结随着尾音轻轻滑动，桌下的膝盖不经意蹭过对方裤管。

Hongjoong could feel the nails digging into his palm as his hand curled up in a fist, ugly feeling getting even more bitter inside him. Seonghwa looked at him again and they held eye contact for a few seconds before he turned around to face Soobin with a smile.
洪俊的指甲深深掐进掌心，拳头攥得发疼，那股郁结在胸口的情绪越发苦涩。成华再次看向他，两人目光交汇数秒后，他转身面对秀彬时已换上完美笑容。

“I’m afraid I can’t make it today, but I’ll text you!”
"今天恐怕不行，但我会发消息给你！"

He couldn’t help the grin that came up to his face and he lifted his chin as he stared at Soobin, feeling stupidly proud about the fact that Seonghwa had just chosen him over the taller man.
他忍不住咧嘴一笑，下巴微微扬起，盯着秀彬的眼神里带着几分幼稚的得意——毕竟圣华刚刚选了他，而不是那个高个子。

They finished gathering the groceries in tense silence that carried over as they got home and started to put everything away. His roommate leaned back against the counter after he finished rearranging the fridge, staring at him with such an intense gaze that Hongjoong could still feel it even if he was avoiding looking at him altogether.
两人在沉默的紧张气氛中收拾完采购的食材，这种氛围一直延续到回家整理物品时。室友重新摆好冰箱里的东西后，懒洋洋地倚在料理台边，那灼热的视线即使洪俊刻意回避也能感受到——像是要在他后颈烧出个洞来。

“You know, I think I’ve realized something funny,” said Seonghwa suddenly. “You seemed pretty bothered by Soobin just now, and then I remembered that you also looked quite annoyed last time you saw me talking to him at Yeosang’s party.”
"你知道吗，我突然想到件有趣的事，"成华突然开口，指尖无意识地摩挲着玻璃杯沿，"刚才你看秀彬的眼神简直要喷火——让我想起上次在英尚的派对上，你看见我和他说话时也是这副表情。"

Hongjoong froze, staring at his roommate with wide eyes as he held the bottle of oyster sauce tightly in his hand.
洪俊僵在原地，瞪大眼睛盯着室友，手里紧紧攥着那瓶蚝油。

“Feel free to correct me if I’m wrong, but it almost feels like you’re jealous.”
"要是我说错了你尽管纠正，不过你该不会是在吃醋吧？"

He turned around to put the bottle inside the cupboard and leaned back against the counter too before taking a deep breath.
他转身将酒瓶放进橱柜，随后也靠在了料理台上，深深吸了一口气。

“You…you are not wrong,” he replied, feeling the need to be honest with the other man.
"你...你没说错，"他低声应道，喉结不自觉地滚动了一下。指尖无意识地摩挲着酒杯边缘，冰凉的玻璃表面凝结的水珠沾湿了他的指腹。两人之间的空气突然变得粘稠起来，他能清晰听见对方加重的呼吸声，混合着威士忌的醇香在咫尺之间流转。

Seonghwa stared at him in silence for a moment before he snorted, smirking before turning around to continue sorting the groceries.
成华盯着他沉默了片刻，突然嗤笑一声，嘴角勾起一抹玩味的弧度，转身继续整理起购物袋里的东西。

“You have nothing to worry about, I don’t like Soobin and he already has a partner anyway.”
"你完全不用担心，我对 Soobin 没兴趣，再说他早就有主了。"

Hongjoong felt a sigh of relief escape his chest, but he frowned when he remembered that Seonghwa still liked someone enough to prevent him from hooking up with other people.
洪俊胸口涌出一声释然的叹息，但想到成华仍对某人念念不忘到不许他沾花惹草的程度，眉头又拧了起来。

“But…you do like someone, right? I heard you talking about it with Wooyoung. A straight guy.”
"不过...你确实有喜欢的人吧？我听你和宇荣聊天时提到过。是个直男。"

Seonghwa stopped what he was doing and laughed loudly.
星和停下了手中的动作，放声大笑起来。

“Hongjoong, he was talking about you. I’ve had a crush on you for a really long time but it got worse after we started to live together,” he replied, avoiding eye contact as his ears turned red straight away. “I don’t want that information to ruin this thing we have going on, you don’t have to feel pressured or anything. I’m not expecting you to return the feeling, I’m aware that this whole thing is a fun experiment for you.”
洪钟，他说的就是你。我喜欢你已经很久了，自从我们开始同居后这种感觉更强烈了，"他回答道，避开眼神接触，耳朵立刻变得通红。"我不希望这个信息破坏我们现在的关系，你不需要感到压力什么的。我不指望你会回应这种感情，我知道对你来说这整个事情只是个有趣的实验。

He felt his stomach drop at the words, at the way Seonghwa simply continued to stash things in the cupboard.
听到这句话，他心头猛地一沉——成华只是继续往橱柜里塞着东西，连头都没抬。

He hadn’t even considered that his friend would feel like that. He had assumed this was just a fun sexy thing for both of them, but he had never intended to make the other man feel like he was an experiment.
他压根没想过朋友会有这样的感受。他以为这只是两人之间一场刺激的性爱游戏，却从未想过会让对方觉得自己像个实验品。

Hongjoong swallowed, taking a deep breath and trying to gather his thoughts. “I…I don’t know what I’m feeling exactly or how far I’m willing to go, that’s the truth, but I do feel something very strong for you. I’m sorry if I’m hurting you by accident, I never thought you’d like me that way.”
洪准喉咙滚动，深深吸了口气试图理清思绪。“我…我自己也说不清现在是什么感觉，更不知道能走到哪一步。但对你，我确实有很强烈的冲动。”他指尖无意识地摩挲着沙发缝线，“要是无意间让你难受了…对不起，真没想到你会这样看我。”

Seonghwa laughed again and finally turned around to look at him. “You don’t have to look so worried. It’s okay, you’re not hurting me. I’m really enjoying this whole thing too, in case you haven’t noticed. I think it’s the hottest thing that has ever happened to me. I was fully aware of what I was doing when I decided to poke the sleeping beast, I’ll gladly help you figure things out even if we don’t ever take it any further.”
成华又笑了起来，终于转身看向他。"别这么紧张兮兮的。没事的，你没弄疼我。说实话——"他故意拖长音调，指尖划过自己锁骨，"我也很享受整个过程，难道你没发现吗？这大概是我经历过最带劲的事了。"喉结随着吞咽动作轻轻滚动，"当我决定招惹你这头沉睡的野兽时，早就想清楚了。就算我们永远止步于此，我也很乐意帮你...慢慢探索。"

He stared at him, trying to find proof that his friend was lying to make him feel better, but not seeing anything weird on his calm and flushed face.
他紧盯着对方，试图从那张平静又泛红的脸庞上找出破绽——证明好友只是在说些安慰的谎言。可那副神情里找不出一丝异样。

How can you be this perfect?
你怎么能这么完美？

He snorted, trying to ease the tension he felt. “Am I the sleeping beast in this scenario?”
他轻哼一声，试图缓解内心的紧张。"我在这故事里是睡美人的角色吗？"

Seonghwa smirked. “Oh, you are most definitely the sleeping beast.”
成华咧嘴一笑。"噢，你绝对是那头沉睡的猛兽。"

Hongjoong swallowed as arousal began building up inside him immediately.
洪准喉咙一紧，体内瞬间窜起燥热。

Sometimes he felt like Pavlov’s dog, salivating the moment the other man mentioned anything remotely flirty or sexy.
有时他觉得自己像巴甫洛夫的狗，只要对方稍带调情或性暗示的话语，就会条件反射般心跳加速。

He felt like that dog the moment they both retired to their rooms too, hesitantly standing in front of his open door just in case the other man would say the magical words.
当他们各自回房时，他依然像那只实验犬，犹豫地站在敞开的房门前，期待着对方能说出那句具有魔力的邀约。

“I’m going to do it now, if you feel like tuning in for the show.”
“我现在就要开始了，想看现场直播的话就过来。”

Those magical words.  那些神奇的咒语。

Hongjoong inhaled as his heart sped up immediately, confidently staring straight into his roommate’s eyes as he replied.
洪钟深吸一口气，心跳骤然加速，却仍直视着室友的眼睛，自信地回应道。

“Can I come in?”  “我能进来吗？”

Seonghwa’s smirk disappeared slowly from his face as shock took over. “Wh..what?”
成华脸上的坏笑慢慢消失，震惊取而代之。"什...什么？"

“Can I watch?”  “我能看着吗？”

His roommate simply looked at him and he had to gather all the bravery in his body to maintain eye contact and not run away embarrassed once again.
室友只是看了他一眼，他就得用尽全身的勇气才能保持对视，而不是再次羞耻地逃开。

“Are you sure?” replied Seonghwa after a moment. “If this is because of the conversation we just had, you really don’t have to. I’m okay with what we’re doing now.”
"你确定吗？"成华沉默片刻后回应道，"如果是因为刚才的对话，你真的不必这样。我对我们现在的关系很满意。"

Hongjoong took another deep breath. “I’m sure. My hesitation from the previous times had nothing to do with lack of interest, believe me. I’ve always wanted to, I’m just…really nervous.” 
洪俊又深吸了一口气。"我确定。之前几次的犹豫绝不是因为没兴趣，相信我。我一直都想的，只是...真的太紧张了。"

The other man stared at him for a bit longer before he smiled, looking as freaked out as he felt. 
另一个男人盯着他看了好一会儿，突然露出笑容，那表情和他一样透着股毛骨悚然的劲儿。

“Okay. I…” he stared before licking his lips nervously. “Give me a moment to quickly get myself ready and I’ll let you know when I’m good to go.”
“好。我…”他盯着前方，紧张地舔了舔嘴唇。“给我点时间准备一下，好了马上告诉你。”

Hongjoong frowned, feeling confused. “…you don’t want me to watch you do that?”
洪俊皱起眉头，一脸困惑。"...你不想让我看着你做那个？"

“Do you want to see that? I assumed you’d want to come during the main event, so to speak.”
"想看那个？我还以为你会更想在高潮部分来呢。"

He shook his head, heart pounding inside his chest. “I want to see everything.”
他摇了摇头，心脏在胸腔里狂跳。“我想看遍你每一寸。”

They stayed where they were for a moment before Seonghwa opened the door to his room.
他们在那儿停留了片刻，随后成华推开了自己房间的门。

“Okay then.”  "行吧。"

Hongjoong walked in behind him and he almost felt dizzy from how much he was freaking out right now.
洪俊跟在他身后走进来，他此刻紧张得几乎头晕目眩。

“You can sit on the chair or the bed, whatever you prefer.”
"你可以坐椅子，或者床上也行，随你高兴。"

He looked as Seonghwa got the toy and a bottle of lube and Hongjoong grabbed the chair in front of the desk to move it until it was situated next to the bed, since it seemed like a much safer choice than sitting directly on the small single mattress.
星和拿着玩具和一瓶润滑剂，而弘俊则抓起书桌前的椅子，将它挪到床边——比起直接坐在那张窄小的单人床垫上，这显然是个更稳妥的选择。

Step by step.  一步一步来。

His leg started bouncing as his roommate laid a towel on the bed and sat on top of it, looking as nervous as he felt.
室友把毛巾铺在床上，坐了上去，看起来和他一样紧张。他的腿开始不自觉地抖了起来。

They stared at each other again before Seonghwa closed his eyes and got more comfortable, letting his head rest back against the pillow as his hand came down to rub his crotch with a sigh.
他们再次对视片刻，成华闭上眼睛调整姿势，后脑勺陷进枕头里。他喉结滚动着叹了口气，手掌缓缓覆上胯间揉弄。

Hongjoong swallowed as his eyes followed the moment carefully, noticing with relief that his friend started to look less nervous as he undid his jeans and pushed his hand inside his underwear to grab his dick. Seonghwa touched himself for a moment before he pushed the pants out of the way and went back to softly jerk himself off.
洪准的眼神紧紧跟随着这一幕，他喉结微动，暗自松了口气——看到朋友解开牛仔裤、手探进内裤握住自己性器的动作逐渐不再那么紧张。成华先是抚弄了几下，随后干脆将碍事的裤子褪到一边，重新开始缓慢地撸动自己。

He grabbed the arm rests of the chair firmly, cock pulsing inside his own pants as he watched the scene in front of him.
他死死抓住椅子的扶手，裤裆里的家伙随着眼前的景象不断跳动。

The pink-haired man quickly grew harder inside his underwear, erection making an obvious tent in the fabric as he grabbed the lube and poured some on his hand before spreading it over a few of his fingers.
粉发男人内裤下的硬物迅速胀大，在布料上顶出明显的凸起。他一把抓过润滑液，倒了些在手上，随后将液体涂抹在几根手指间。

Without looking in his direction, Seonghwa brought the fingers down and he pushed the briefs out of the way to rub at his hole with a finger.
成华没有看向他那边，手指向下探去，拨开内裤边缘，用指尖轻轻蹭过他的穴口。

Hongjoong frowned again, feeling somewhat frustrated by the fact that he couldn’t properly see anything from this side angle, especially with the fucking underwear in the way. He watched as Seonghwa fucked himself with what seemed like a couple of fingers, a soft gasp leaving his red lips as a gorgeous blush started to spread on his skin.
洪准皱起眉头，从这个斜侧角度根本看不清什么，更别说还有那条该死的内裤挡着。他看着成华用两三根手指玩弄自己，红唇间漏出轻喘，肌肤渐渐泛起诱人的潮红。

He looked so good, Hongjoong needed to see more.
他看起来太诱人了，洪俊忍不住想多看几眼。

He debated himself for a while, trying to keep the words in as frustration kept building up inside him and mixing with the arousal, but he ended up blurting it out before he could stop himself.
他内心挣扎了好一会儿，试图把那些话憋回去，可挫败感与情欲交织着不断翻涌，最终还是脱口而出。

“Wouldn’t you be more comfortable with the clothes out of the way?”
"衣服脱了不是更舒服吗？"

Seonghwa jumped, like he had forgotten he was even there, and finally looked his way. He seemed to think about his reply for a second before he spoke up.
成华猛地一惊，仿佛才意识到对方的存在，终于抬眼望了过去。他喉结微动，似乎在斟酌措辞，片刻后才缓缓开口。

“I…I’m trying to hide the parts you don’t want to see.”
"我...我在遮住你不想看的地方。"

Hongjoong blinked in confusion, frowning as he tried to figure out what his roommate meant.
洪俊困惑地眨了眨眼，眉头微蹙，试图理解室友话里的意思。

“I’m a man,” Seonghwa added. “A cis man.”
我是个男人，"成华补充道。"顺性别男性。

His frown deepened, feeling just as confused as he had been before the brief explanation.
他的眉头皱得更紧了，这个简短的说明反而让他比之前更加困惑。

“Yes, I’m aware…”  "嗯，我知道..."

His roommate bit his lip nervously and realization hit him suddenly.
他的室友紧张地咬住下唇，突然恍然大悟。

“Oh,” Hongjoong said stupidly. “You…you don’t have to do that. I told you, I want to see everything. I know you have a dick, I’ve always known. Please, I want you to be comfortable. I want you to do what you always do, if you feel comfortable with that. Don’t make any changes on my behalf.”
"啊..."洪俊傻愣愣地应道，"你...你不用这样的。我说过，我想看全部的你。我知道你有那东西，一直都清楚。拜托，我希望你能自在些。只要你舒服，就按平时的习惯来，不用为我改变什么。"

The pink-haired stared at him with scared eyes in silence before he pulled the t-shirt off before hesitantly doing the same with his briefs, laying on the bed completely naked while Hongjoong stared at him fully clothed.
粉发少年用惊恐的眼神沉默地注视着他，随后颤抖着脱下 T 恤，犹豫片刻后连内裤也一并褪去。他赤裸地躺在床上，而洪俊仍衣冠整齐地凝视着他。

He inhaled deeply as he looked at the way Seonghwa’s cock stood proudly, looking big, pink and much prettier than he had expected it to be. He had been half-afraid that he’d snap out of his newfound bisexuality the moment he saw The Dick, like it’d shatter the sexy illusion they had built and he’d realize that everything had just been a horny mistake and he was actually straight, but that was far from what actually happened.
他深吸一口气，凝视着成华那根傲然挺立的阴茎——比想象中更饱满的粉红色泽，漂亮得令人意外。原本还担心当真正看到那根东西时，会突然从新发现的双性恋倾向中清醒过来，仿佛这会打破他们之间精心营造的性感幻象，让他意识到一切不过是被欲望冲昏头的错误，自己其实还是个直男。但现实与担忧截然相反。

The sight only made him feel more aroused.
这画面让他更加血脉偾张。

“Fuck,” he whispered. “Every part of you is gorgeous.”
"操，"他低声呢喃，"你全身上下都美得让人发疯。"

Seonghwa giggled and looked visibly a lot less tense as he opened his legs a bit more before jerking himself off for a moment, lubed hand making obscenely wet sounds before it came down to trace over his balls and stopping in the space underneath, pushing two fingers in straight away. He maintained eye contact with him as he gasped faintly, wet red lips opened as he fingered himself.
成华咯咯笑着，明显放松了许多，他微微张开双腿，手淫了一会儿。涂满润滑液的手发出淫靡的水声，随后向下滑过他的睾丸，停在下方，直接插入了两根手指。他一边自慰，一边与他保持着眼神接触，微微喘息着，湿润的红唇微张。

Feeling dizzy and horny, Hongjoong got up and slowly walked over to the bed to sit on the edge nervously, dangerously close to Seonghwa’s left leg. His roommate paused for a second before he shifted slightly, moving to the side as he opened his legs more and tilted his hips up to put a small pillow under his ass.
头晕目眩又欲火焚身的洪准从地上爬起来，踉踉跄跄走到床边。他紧张地坐在床沿时，膝盖几乎要蹭到成化的左腿。室友的呼吸明显停滞了一瞬，随即慵懒地挪动身子。那人岔开双腿的幅度更大了些，腰胯微微上抬时，顺手往臀下塞了个软垫。

“Holy shit,” said Hongjoong breathlessly.
“我操，”洪俊气喘吁吁地说。

Seonghwa was completely hairless between his legs and he could clearly see the shiny lube on his flushed pink skin, catching the light and bringing his attention to the area even more. He took a deep breath as he stared at the fingers coming in and out the puckered entrance, swallowing heavily when the sight made his mouth water.
成华的双腿间光洁无痕，泛着粉红的肌肤上润滑剂泛着水光，在灯光下闪闪发亮，愈发引人注目。他深吸一口气，盯着那不断进出褶皱入口的手指，喉结滚动，眼前的景象让他口干舌燥。

“Fuck.”  “操。”

The other man smiled widely at his reaction, confidence coming back to his expression as he pushed his balls out of the way with his other hand to offer an even better view of his hole. Seonghwa then focused on pressing on a specific spot inside him that made his thighs tremble softly as he closed his eyes tightly, pre-cum spilling from the tip of his untouched dick as he continued to rub that specific place.
另一个男人看着他这反应，嘴角勾起一抹得意的笑，另一只手拨开自己的囊袋，将后穴更清晰地展现在他眼前。成华的手指精准地按压着体内某个敏感点，他顿时双腿发软，紧闭的睫毛不停颤抖。前端未经抚慰的性器渗出清液，随着那处被反复揉弄，透明的液体顺着铃口不断滴落。

His friend continued focusing on that spot for a while, whining turning into sobs until he pulled his fingers out to pour more lube on them before adding a third finger, moaning as his hole stretched to accommodate the new girth under Hongjoong’s intent stare.
他的朋友仍紧盯着那处，呜咽声逐渐转为啜泣。直到他抽出手指，又倒了更多润滑液，接着加入第三根手指。在洪炯灼热的注视下，他的穴口被迫撑开容纳新增的粗度，发出难耐的呻吟。

He cursed again, pressing his thighs together to try to lessen the pulsing pain in his crotch. He felt hot and dizzy, chest moving rapidly as he struggled to breathe properly while absorbing every single movement. A whine escaped him as he grabbed his hard cock over his sweatpants and Seonghwa echoed the sound, dropping his balls and grabbing his own cock with that hand as he jerked himself off lazily while staring at him.
他又骂了一句，大腿紧紧夹住试图缓解胯下阵阵抽痛。燥热与眩晕感席卷全身，胸膛剧烈起伏着，连呼吸都变得困难，却仍死死盯着对方每个动作。当他不自觉隔着运动裤抓住自己硬得发疼的阴茎时，喉间漏出难耐的呜咽——而 Seonghwa 竟也同步发出喘息，任由沉甸甸的囊袋垂落，单手握住勃起性器漫不经心套弄，灼热视线始终黏在他脸上。

“Are you getting off on the fact that I’m watching?” Hongjoong asked breathlessly.
"我盯着看让你更兴奋了？"洪俊喘息着问道。

His roommate whined again. “Yes. Fuck, I love it.”
他的室友又哼哼唧唧地呻吟起来。"对，操，我太爱了。"

“Me too.”  “我也是。”

Hongjoong moved to sit properly on the mattress, almost standing directly in front of Seonghwa’s open legs. The other man fucked himself open for a little longer before he took his fingers out, making him groan at the sight of his winking hole. He was so focused on the stretched ring of muscle that he only noticed that his friend had grabbed the toy when he brought it down to rest on his entrance.
洪准端正地坐在床垫上，几乎直接站在成华张开的双腿前。另一个男人又用手指把自己撑开了一会儿才抽出来，看到那翕张的穴口时他不由得发出低吟。他全神贯注地盯着那圈被撑开的肌肉，直到朋友将玩具抵上入口时，他才注意到对方早已拿好了道具。

“Ready?”   “准备好了吗？”

Hongjoong nodded and shifted on the bed, swallowing the excessive amount of saliva pooling in his mouth once again.
洪准点头，在床上挪了挪身子，再次咽下嘴里积聚过多的唾液。

Seonghwa pushed the tip in straight away and Hongjoong watched with rampant attention the way the dildo disappeared inside him slowly, eyes going from the other’s ass to his face to try to see everything.
成华直接顶了进去，洪钟目不转睛地盯着那根假阳具缓缓没入他体内的过程，视线在他臀部和脸庞之间来回游移，贪婪地想要将一切尽收眼底。

The sight of a copy of his dick splitting the other man open was the hottest thing he had ever seen, but Seonghwa’s face was just as arousing. His roommate had his eyes closed and mouth open as he panted, moans escaping it as more sweat started to gather on top of his flushed skin.
眼前这一幕简直是他见过最火辣的景象——自己的分身撑开另一个男人的身体，而星华的表情同样令人血脉偁张。室友紧闭双眼微张着唇喘息，随着泛红肌肤上沁出更多汗珠，断断续续的呻吟从喉间溢出来。

He looked so fucking good.
他看起来真他妈带劲。

Hongjoong felt the intense need to move up so he could push his mouth against his.
洪俊感到一股强烈的冲动，想要凑近些，好让他的唇能贴上对方的。

He swallowed yet again and looked back down instead, gasping when he noticed that the toy was completely inside now, fake balls resting against his hole as Seonghwa held it there for a moment.
他又咽了咽口水，低头看去，当发现玩具已经完全没入体内时不禁倒抽一口气——仿真的囊袋正抵在他穴口，成华还故意握着那东西停留了片刻。

“Good?”  “爽吗？”

Seonghwa laughed. “So good.”
成华笑了。“真爽。”

His legs were shaking again and Hongjoong had to take a deep breath as he took in the sight.
他的双腿又开始颤抖，洪钟深吸一口气，凝视着眼前的景象。

“You look so fucking hot right now.”
你现在看起来真他妈性感。

Seonghwa whined, opening his eyes to stare at him through a hooded stare while he pulled the dildo out almost all the way before pushing it back inside with a quick movement. He moaned again, biting his lip as he started to fuck himself with the toy roughly, going as deep and hard as he could in his current position.
星和呜咽着睁开眼，透过半垂的眼帘凝视他，同时将假阳具几乎完全抽出，又猛地一下推回体内。他再次呻吟起来，咬着嘴唇开始粗暴地用玩具操弄自己，在现有姿势下尽可能深入而用力地抽插。

“Hongjoong.”  “洪钟。”

“Shit, you’re taking me so well,” he replied.
“操，你里面真他妈紧。”他低喘着回答。

The pink-haired man opened his legs wider and tilted his hips up to increase the pace, the other hand coming up to pinch his nipple as his movements grew more desperate.
粉发男人将双腿分得更开，腰胯上抬加快节奏，另一只手捏住自己乳尖的动作随着抽插愈发狂乱。

Hongjoong whined and gripped his painful erection over the clothes once again, feeling the underwear get stuck to it from all the wetness that had gathered there.
洪俊又哼哼唧唧地隔着衣物攥住自己发疼的勃起，内裤早已被渗出的液体黏糊糊地粘在那根硬挺上。

“Touch yourself,” whispered Seonghwa between moans.
"自己摸，"成华在呻吟间低语。

He groaned pitifully. “I…I can’t.”
他可怜兮兮地呻吟着。"我...我不行了。"

His roommate stared at him for a moment before closing his eyes once again, moving the hand from his nipple to his red cock, jerking himself off as he continued to fuck himself with the dildo. He stopped for a moment to pour lube over his dick and ass, spreading it around quickly before going back to what he was doing before.
他的室友盯着他看了一会儿，又闭上眼睛，手从乳头滑向那根发红的阴茎，一边自慰一边继续用假阳具操着自己。他停顿片刻，往阴茎和屁股上倒了更多润滑液，快速涂抹均匀后，又继续之前的动作。

The wet noises increased considerably, joining their harsh breathing and Seonghwa’s desperate whines. Hongjoong tightened his grip on his own cock, fighting against the temptation to jerk himself off and focusing all his attention on the way the other man moved his whole body as he pushed the dildo in and out. He was arching his back now, open legs shaking and hips moving against the toy as if he were riding it.
湿润的声响愈发明显，夹杂着他们粗重的喘息和成华那带着哭腔的呻吟。洪俊握紧自己硬挺的性器，强忍着自慰的冲动，全神贯注地盯着对方随着假阳具抽插而扭动的身躯。此刻他正弓着腰背，张开的双腿不停颤抖，腰胯迎合着玩具的节奏上下摆动，仿佛正在骑乘般浪荡起伏。

“You really love my cock, don’t you?” he asked, unable to stop himself.
“你就这么喜欢我的大屌，是吧？”他忍不住问道。

Seonghwa whined. “Yes! Oh God, yes.”
成华呻吟着。“啊！天啊，太爽了。”

Hongjoong couldn’t help himself as he stroked the head of his dick through the wet sweatpants, moaning at the touch.
洪俊忍不住隔着湿透的运动裤抚弄自己硬挺的欲望，触碰的瞬间发出难耐的呻吟。

His roommate looked so into it, he had never seen anyone enjoy themselves this much on their own. He had never seen anyone enjoy his dick this much and it wasn’t even the real thing.
他的室友看起来完全沉浸其中，他从未见过有人能如此享受自娱自乐。更没见过有人对他的假阳具痴迷到这种程度——明明连真货都还没尝过。

He felt like he was going crazy with arousal.
他感觉自己快要被欲望逼疯了。

He had been expecting that the (fake) dick-in-ass action would be his main focus in this situation, but he found himself staring at Seonghwa’s face expressions and body language more often than not.
他本以为这场假戏真做的后庭戏码会是自己的重头戏，可目光却总是不自觉地黏在成华的表情和肢体动作上——那微蹙的眉间沁着薄汗，被咬出齿印的下唇随着喘息轻颤，连绷紧的脚背都透着欲拒还迎的张力。

Seonghwa moaned loudly and let go of his dick for a moment to quickly turn the vibrator on, turning the dial up to a high setting straight away. He let a loud high pitched whine the moment it started vibrating and he fucked himself even harder with it.
成华大声呻吟着，暂时松开了自己的阴茎，迅速打开振动棒的开关，直接调到了最高档。振动棒一开始震动，他就发出一声高亢的呜咽，更加用力地用它操弄自己。

“Oh God. Fuck, yes.”  “天啊…操，太爽了…”

“That’s it”, he replied. “You look so good, you’re doing so well.”
"就这样，"他低声应道，"你看起来真棒，做得太好了。"

The pink-haired man pumped his dick a few more times before he froze, body spasming as spurts of cum landed on his stomach, still fucking himself with the toy as he rode his orgasm.
粉发男人又撸动了几下阴茎，突然僵住，身体痉挛着，几股精液溅落在腹部。他仍用玩具抽插着自己，在高潮的余韵中沉浮。

“Fuck,” whispered Hongjoong.
“操，”洪俊低声骂道。

He pushed his hand inside his underwear, unable to hold back any longer, and jerked himself off quickly as he stared at the pure bliss on Seonghwa’s face, the way his dick was still twitching as he continued to touch himself into overstimulation.
他再也忍不住了，手直接探进内裤里快速撸动起来，眼睛死死盯着成华脸上那副沉醉的表情——那根东西还在抽搐着，成华却仍不停手，自虐般继续抚弄着已经过度敏感的下体。

“So fucking hot,” he added between groans.
“真他妈热，”他在呻吟间低语道。

The other man opened his eyes slightly, immediately looking down to Hongjoong’s covered crotch and moaning softly as he continued to lazily touch himself while staring at it.
另一个男人微微睁开眼，目光立刻落在洪准被布料包裹的胯间。他盯着那里，手指依然懒散地抚弄着自己，喉间溢出低哑的哼鸣。

He came soon after, closing his eyes and gripping the blanket tightly as the orgasm hit him hard, groans echoing inside the room. He stroked himself a bit longer, milking everything out before opening his eyes and looking at Seonghwa with hooded eyes.
他很快就来了，高潮猛烈袭来时，他紧闭双眼，死死攥住被单，呻吟声在房间里回荡。他又自慰了一会儿，直到榨干最后一滴，才睁开那双情欲未褪的眼睛，慵懒地望向成华。

The other man was staring at him from the same position, dildo still balls deep inside him as he looked at him with a smile on his face.
另一个男人仍保持着同样的姿势盯着他，假阳具还深深插在他体内，脸上挂着笑意。

Seonghwa looked flushed, happy and satisfied.
成华看起来面色红润，幸福而满足。

Hongjoong was struck with just how beautiful he actually was.
洪钟突然意识到他究竟有多美。

His friend was always pretty, but this was probably the prettiest he had ever looked to him.
他朋友向来漂亮，但此刻在他眼中，怕是美得最惊心动魄的一次。

Hongjoong laughed, pleasant hormones swimming in his brain as he let go of his dick and pulled his hand out of his completely soiled clothes.
洪俊笑了，愉悦的荷尔蒙在脑中翻涌，他松开自己的性器，将手从完全被弄脏的衣物中抽了出来。

“Holy shit,” he said.  “我操，”他说道。

Seonghwa laughed too.   成华也笑了。

“Holy shit indeed,” his roommate added. “Did it live up to the expectations?”
确实够劲爆，"他的室友补充道。"达到你的预期了吗？

He snorted. “Hell no, it was even hotter than I thought it would.”
他嗤笑一声。"靠，比我想的还要火辣。"

They both giggled and Seonghwa reached down to gently take the dildo out with a groan.
两人咯咯笑着，成华轻哼一声，伸手将那根假阳具缓缓抽了出来。

“Fuck,” Hongjoong said.  “操，”洪俊骂道。

His spent dick twitched valiantly once again and he gripped it roughly, staring at the way the gapped hole winked at him as blobs of lube came out of him.
他疲软的阴茎又一次英勇地抽动起来，他粗暴地握住它，盯着那个微微张开的洞口对他眨着眼，润滑液从他体内缓缓流出。

“You’re doing that on purpose.”
你是故意的吧。

Seonghwa giggled again. “Yes, I am. I’m putting on a porn show here, I have to do the ‘let me show you the creampie’ move. I’m a professional.”
成华又咯咯笑起来。"没错，我就是故意的。我在这儿演色情片呢，必须得做'给你看看内射'的动作。我可是专业的。"

Hongjoong laughed too.  洪俊也笑了。

The fact that he had just watched his male roommate slash friend masturbate using a copy of his dick hit him right there in that specific moment, while he sat in front of the other’s open legs with uncomfortably wet underwear stuck to his crotch.
就在那一刻，他猛然意识到自己刚刚目睹了男性室友兼好友用他的阴茎倒模自慰的场景。此刻他正坐在对方张开的双腿前，内裤不自然地湿黏在胯间。

He didn’t feel panicked though, he could only feel tingles and underlying fire as they stared at each other with playful eyes while the smell of sex hung heavily around them.
他并不感到慌乱，只觉阵阵酥麻与暗火在体内流窜。两人目光戏谑交缠，空气中弥漫着浓重的交欢气息。

–

Hongjoong had been wanting to grow closer to Seonghwa for months, years if he was being honest, and it turned out all he had to do to make it happen was watch him masturbate.
洪俊对成华的心思已经藏了数月，甚至数年，老实说。而最终让他得偿所愿的，竟是目睹他自慰的瞬间。

Who would have thought.  谁能想到呢。

Over the next couple of days, none of them mentioned what had happened but their dynamic shifted drastically anyway. With exams and assignments out of the way, Hongjoong spent most of the time lazing around in the living room working on his personal projects.
接下来的几天里，谁都没再提起那晚的事，但两人之间的氛围却彻底变了。考试和作业告一段落后，洪俊成天懒洋洋地窝在客厅里捣鼓自己的事。

He had been feeling really inspired lately and he had been doing everything from music to art to reforming clothes, so he had spent most of the time sitting on the floor as Seonghwa built Legos next to him. They were in comfortable silence half of the time, but they would share anecdotes and random bits of information they had never told each other sometimes.
最近他灵感爆棚，从音乐创作到艺术设计再到服装改造，几乎把所有时间都耗在了地板上。成华就在旁边拼着乐高，两人时而沉浸在舒适的沉默里，时而又会突然分享些从未对彼此说过的趣事和零碎见闻。

Seonghwa had looked absolutely adorable while building his Star Wars Lego set, big doe eyes focused on carefully putting every piece together, and Hongjoong had found himself simply staring completely entranced on more than one occasion.
成华拼装星球大战乐高时的模样简直可爱到犯规，那双圆溜溜的大眼睛全神贯注地盯着每个零件，好几次让洪俊看得入迷，就这么直勾勾地盯着他看。

He had never watched Star Wars, so he had taken the opportunity to show some interest in it even if it had never been his kind of thing. The reaction had been completely worth it, since his friend had excitedly ranted about things Hongjoong didn’t really understand and that had led to them to watch a couple of the movies.
他从来没看过《星球大战》，所以即便对这类题材毫无兴趣，也还是抓住机会表现出了些许好奇。这反应简直太值了——朋友立刻兴奋地滔滔不绝起来，洪准根本听不懂那些术语，最后他们干脆连看了好几部系列电影。

If he was being completely honest, he still didn’t care much for Star Wars (even if he had enjoyed them more than he thought he would), but he had liked peeking into Seonghwa’s world and cuddling with him on the couch as they watched aliens travel around space or something.
老实说，他对《星球大战》还是提不起多大兴趣（尽管看的时候意外地比想象中投入），但他喜欢这样窥探成华的世界——当银幕上外星人在太空穿梭时，他能借着沙发凹陷的弧度把那人搂进怀里，体温透过单薄衣料传来，呼吸间全是对方洗发水的柑橘香。

Hongjoong was crushing hard, there was no denying now.
洪俊彻底沦陷了，这一点毋庸置疑。

He was now noticing all the feelings he had been ignoring, warm fuzzy emotions that made him excited and nervous but powerful at the time.
此刻，他正细细品味着那些曾被自己刻意忽略的悸动——那些令人心跳加速的酥麻触感，既让他紧张得指尖发颤，又让他血脉偾张地充满掌控欲。

He was starting to care less and less about the fact that Seonghwa was a man too, he was simply enjoying the flirty energy around them as they teased each other on the couch or danced around one another in the kitchen while his roommate cooked and he tried to help.
他越来越不在意成河也是个男人这件事了。他们窝在沙发上互相调情，或是在厨房里围着做饭的室友打转、假装帮忙时，那种暧昧的氛围让他沉溺其中。

They hadn’t spoken about what had happened, but he still understood what Seonghwa had been trying to say when he silently stared at him from his open bedroom door after they had finished watching the next Star Wars movie in the timeline. 
他们没再提起那晚的事，但看完《星球大战》下一部后，当承华倚在敞开的卧室门边静静凝视他时，他依然读懂了对方眼底未说出口的话。

Intense gaze telling Hongjoong everything he needed to know.
炽热的目光将一切尽数传达给洪俊。

The pink-haired man had walked into his room and left the door open behind him without any explanation, a clear invitation that he didn’t hesitate to accept.
粉发男人走进房间时故意没关门，这个不言而喻的邀约他毫不犹豫就接受了。

Hongjoong walked in behind him, sitting on the bed while Seonghwa took his clothes off and laid on his back next to him. The other man was looking at him with bedroom eyes, legs open and back arched as he ran his hands over his own chest.
洪中跟了进去坐在床边，星和则脱掉衣服仰躺在他身旁。那人用撩人的眼神望着他，双腿张开腰身后仰，双手在自己胸膛上游走。

“You’re so hot,” he whispered.
"你可真够辣的，"他低声呢喃。

Seonghwa smirked and silently grabbed his half-hard dick, touching it softly as he looked at him.
成华嘴角微扬，默不作声地握住自己半勃的性器，边轻柔抚弄边凝视着他。

“I can’t even imagine how hot you must be naked when you’re this hot with clothes on.”
穿着衣服都这么性感，真不敢想象你脱光了会有多诱人。

Hongjoong chuckled and bit his lip as he thought about it.
洪俊想象着那画面，轻咬下唇低笑起来。

He had crossed the line anyway, what’s the point of trying to pretend he was uncomfortable with any of this at this point?
反正早已越界，现在再装模作样地表现出不适又有什么意义？

He took his t-shirt off before he could talk himself out of it, moving to do the same with the sweatpants and underwear right after.
他二话不说脱掉了 T 恤，紧接着又一把扯下运动裤和内裤。

“Holy shit,” exclaimed Seonghwa.
“我操，”成华惊呼道。

His roommate checked him out slowly, like he was trying to memorize every detail of his chest, before he rested his eyes on his crotch.
室友慢悠悠地打量着他，目光像是要把他胸肌的每道线条都刻进记忆里，最后停在了他裤裆的位置。

“Wow, it really is your dick.”
“哇，真的是你的大鸡巴。”

Hongjoong chuckled. “Did you think I was lying?”
洪俊轻笑一声。“你以为我在骗你？”

“No, but it’s still mind-blowing.”
"不，但这依然让人欲罢不能。"

He tried to not feel self-conscious as he gripped his own cock, touching himself just a little to avoid getting too worked up too early.
他努力不让自己显得局促，手指轻轻握住自己的性器，只敢稍稍抚弄，生怕过早地失控。

The process was the same as the first time and Hongjoong carefully stored everything in his memory: the way Seonghwa fingered himself while lazily jerking himself off, slicked fingers coming and out of his hole under his intent gaze as he stood between the other’s open legs – much closer than the last time.
过程与第一次如出一辙，洪中将每个细节都刻进脑海：星和一边慵懒地撸动自己，一边用手指开拓后穴的模样。他站在对方张开的双腿之间——比上次贴近得多——灼热视线中，沾满润滑液的手指在那处进进出出。

He tightened the grip at the base of his own cock as he watched Seonghwa grab the dildo next, moving so he wasn’t lying on his back anymore but kneeling on top of the bed.
他紧握住自己勃发的根部，目光灼灼地盯着成华抓起一旁的假阳具。成华不再仰躺，而是跪伏在床上，动作间带着几分撩人的意味。

“Fuck,” said Hongjoong.  “操，”洪俊骂道。

Seonghwa turned around and opened his legs, lowering his upper body to rest on the mattress and wiggling his ass a bit as he looked for a comfortable position.
成钟转过身张开双腿，上半身俯卧在床垫上，为了找到舒服的姿势还轻轻晃了晃臀部。

“I’m sacrificing looking at your hard dick and your pretty face just to give you the best show, I hope you appreciate it,” his friend said, voice somewhat muffled as he reached back to grab his butt cheek to give him a better view.
"我可是牺牲了欣赏你硬挺的阴茎和漂亮脸蛋的机会，就为了给你最棒的表演，希望你能领情。"他的朋友边说边伸手抓住自己的臀瓣向后掰开，声音因动作而略显沉闷。

“Shit, I most definitely appreciate it,” he replied breathlessly. “You’re so fucking hot.”
“操，我他妈太喜欢了，”他喘着粗气说道，“你简直骚得要命。”

Hongjoong moved even closer to stand right behind Seonghwa as he stared at the inviting hole, hand speeding up on his dick as arousal lit a fire inside him at the sight.
洪准亨又向前挪了挪，直接站到星和身后，盯着那个诱人的穴口，手上的动作越来越快，眼前的景象让他体内燃起欲火。

He found himself holding back the desperate need to press his mouth against it, from pushing his tongue inside to see how sotf it felt.
他拼命克制着将嘴唇贴上去的冲动，克制着想要探入舌尖感受那处柔软的渴望。

His roommate grabbed the dildo and lubed it up quickly before bringing it behind him, going back to his previous position as he pressed the tip of the toy against his entrance. Hongjoong absently grabbed the lube too and poured some in his hand, watching closely as his (fake) dick disappeared inside Seonghwa slowly.
他的室友抓起假阳具快速涂好润滑剂，挪到身后恢复原先的姿势，将玩具顶端抵在自己穴口。洪准亨也心不在焉地抓起润滑剂往手上倒了点，目不转睛地看着自己(假)的性器缓缓没入星和体内。

His friend groaned as the head popped in and Hongjoong had to take three deep breaths to avoid jerking himself off properly and blowing his load right then and there. 
他的朋友发出一声低吟，当头部滑入时，洪钟不得不深吸三口气，强忍着不让自己当场失控地撸动起来，否则他立刻就会射出来。

The first time had been extremely erotic, but the very clear close-up of the dildo getting swallowed by his greedy hole as Seonghwa trembled with the effort made him feel dizzy and a moan escaped his throat at the sight.
第一次简直色情到极点，当那个假阳具被他贪婪的小穴彻底吞没时，镜头清晰地给了特写。成华颤抖着努力承受的模样让他头晕目眩，光是看着就忍不住从喉咙里溢出一声呻吟。

His cock was clearly a lot to take, but his roommate took it eagerly and proudly.
他的那玩意儿显然尺寸惊人，但室友却骄傲又饥渴地全盘接纳。

“Seonghwa,” he moaned. “Such a good boy.”
"成华，"他呻吟着，"真是个好孩子。"

The other man whined and pulled it out immediately, barely giving himself any adjusting time.
另一个男人哼哼唧唧地立刻拔了出来，几乎没给自己任何适应的时间。

Hongjoong grabbed his own dick, trying to pace himself out as he watched with rampant attention how the ring of muscle stretched to what seemed impossible limits around the girth of the toy.
洪俊一把抓住自己的老二，努力控制着节奏，目不转睛地盯着那圈肌肉在玩具粗壮的尺寸下被撑开到近乎不可思议的程度。

Seonghwa clearly wasn’t in the mood to tease himself today, roughly pushing the dildo in before quickly pulling it out just as harshly.
成华今天显然没心情自娱自乐，粗暴地将假阳具捅进去又猛地抽出来。

“So deep,” his roommate whined. “I feel so full.”
“好深啊，”他的室友呻吟道。“我感觉好胀。”

He moaned as he jerked himself off faster, trying to keep his eyes open as he watched the other man carelessly fucking himself. 
他一边加快自慰的速度，一边发出呻吟，努力睁大眼睛看着另一个男人忘情地操弄自己。

Hongjoong had tried to hold back for a while to finish with Seonghwa, but his roommate didn’t seem to pay any attention to his own red leaking cock as he focused on abusing his ass.
洪俊强忍了许久，想和成华一起达到高潮，可他那室友只顾着狠狠操弄他的后穴，对自己那根滴着前液的发红阴茎全然不顾。

His orgasm hit him hard and fast, and in the spur of the moment, he moved even closer to cum on the other man’s ass. He whined as the first spurt of semen landed on the flushed skin and he whined as his legs trembled under him, nails digging into his own thigh as he came harder than he had in a really long time.
他的高潮来得又快又猛，一时冲动下，他贴得更近，直接射在了另一个男人的臀上。第一股精液溅上那片泛红的肌肤时，他呜咽出声，双腿发颤得几乎站不住，指甲深深掐进自己大腿——他已经很久没经历过如此激烈的释放了。

“Fuck.”  “操。”

Seonghwa echoed the curse and pressed his face on the mattress to grab his cock with his left hand. The new position clearly made using the dildo much harder and he sobbed as he struggled to maintain the brutal treatment he had been giving himself.
成华低声咒骂着，把脸埋进床垫，左手一把抓住自己的阴茎。这个新姿势显然让使用假阳具变得更加困难，他啜泣着，挣扎着维持刚才那粗暴的自虐节奏。

Feeling high on endorphins, Hongjoong moved Seonghwa’s hand out of the way and grabbed the base of the dildo to turn the vibrator on, going straight to the higher setting and pulling it almost all the way out before roughly pushing it in again.
洪俊沉浸在快感的浪潮中，他拨开成华的手，一把抓住假阳具的根部启动了震动模式。他直接调到最高档，近乎全部抽出后又粗暴地捅了进去。

His friend screamed and braced himself, dick forgotten as he gripped the blankets under him.
他的朋友尖叫着绷紧身体，顾不上自己硬挺的欲望，手指死死攥住身下的床单。

“Yes!” he whined. “Harder, oh God.”
"啊！"他娇喘着，"再用力点，天啊..."

Hongjoong continued fucking him the same way, fascinated by the ease in which the toy disappeared inside him now. He tilted the dildo slightly, trying to find the angle Seonghwa seemed to favor and getting rewarded by a series of high pitched whines that had his friend desperately grabbing his own dick again.
洪俊继续以同样的方式操弄着他，着迷于那玩具如今能如此轻易地在他体内进出的模样。他微微倾斜假阳具，试图找到星华最敏感的角度，随即换来一连串高亢的呜咽——他的朋友立刻又难耐地抓住了自己的阴茎。

He ignored his own half hard cock, which was bravely and slowly trying to fill up once again, and continued to push the vibrator inside until Seonghwa came with choked up sobs. Hongjoong didn’t stop fucking him, grabbing his hip hard when the other man started spasming with the aftershocks of his orgasm to keep him in place as he pushed the toy in and out.
他无视自己那半硬的性器——它正勇敢而缓慢地试图再次充血——继续将振动棒往里推，直到成华带着哽咽的抽泣达到高潮。洪钟没有停下操弄的动作，当对方因高潮余韵开始痉挛时，他狠狠掐住那人的胯骨固定住他，同时继续抽送着玩具。

His roommate ended up bringing a shaky hand behind him to push Hongjoong away before he collapsed on the bed, gasping for air as his body trembled. He chuckled and gently pulled the toy out before sitting back, pumping his spent dick a few times to try to get the edge off before sighing and laying on the bed next to his friend.
他的室友颤抖着伸手将他推开，整个人瘫软在床上喘息，身体仍在微微发抖。他低笑着将那玩具缓缓抽出，靠坐在床头，又撸动了几下自己疲软的性器试图缓解余韵，最后长叹一声躺倒在朋友身旁。

It took Seonghwa a moment to recover and Hongjoong noticed with dismay that he had clearly cried, wet eyes and tear marks giving it away.
成华花了一会儿才缓过神来，洪俊懊恼地发现他显然哭过——湿润的眼眶与泪痕出卖了他。

He felt his blood freeze and he moved to kneel next to him immediately.
他只觉得血液瞬间凝固，立刻跪倒在他身旁。

“I’m sorry, oh my God. I shouldn’t have done that. Did I hurt you?”
"对不起，天啊...我不该那么做的。弄疼你了吗？"

Seonghwa laughed loudly and stared up at him. “That was amazing, I can’t remember the last time I came that hard. You milked me dry, holy shit.”
成华大笑着仰头望向他。“太棒了，我都记不清上次这么爽是什么时候了。你把我榨得一滴不剩，操。”

He laughed too, relief blooming in his chest as he carefully laid next to him once again. They stared at each other for a moment and Hongjoong followed his impulses as he leaned over and pressed his lips against his roommate’s.
他也笑了，胸口涌起一阵释然，再次小心翼翼地躺到他身旁。两人对视片刻，洪乔顺从内心冲动倾身向前，将双唇贴上了室友的唇。

Seonghwa gasped softly against his lips but returned the soft kiss. It remained chaste and it only lasted a few seconds, but Hongjoong couldn’t help the shy smile as he moved back to stare at him.
成华在他唇边轻轻喘息，却还是回以一个温柔的吻。这个吻纯洁而短暂，仅持续了几秒，但当洪钟退后凝视他时，嘴角仍忍不住泛起羞涩的笑意。

The butterflies in his stomach had taken off and were now spreading up his chest, and he was loving every little flutter.
他胸口发紧，心跳快得像是要蹦出来，却莫名享受这种悸动。

Hongjoong knew he was falling.
洪俊知道自己正在沦陷。

And he was falling hard.
他彻底沦陷了。

–

Their second kiss had been a lot less sweet but just as magical.
他们的第二次接吻少了些甜蜜，却同样令人心醉神迷。

That very same night, after they had both showered separately and said their goodnights, Hongjoong had laid in bed and decided that he was going to do this properly.
就在那晚，两人各自冲完澡互道晚安后，洪钟躺在床上暗自下定决心——这次他要好好来真的。

He wanted to be with Seonghwa, he wanted something more than this amazing sexual thing they had going on.
他想和成华在一起，他渴望的不只是他们之间那令人神魂颠倒的肉体关系。

He wanted everything.  他想要全部。

Determined, he had grabbed his phone and booked tickets to go to Legoland the very next day. He had panicked at first (he had made plans without asking his roommate first!) but Seonghwa loved it. He had jumped around excitedly when Hongjoong had told him during breakfast and he had kept the same excited energy during the 2-hour train ride.
他下定决心，立刻抓起手机订了第二天乐高乐园的门票。起初他还慌了一下（毕竟没先问室友就擅自安排了行程！）但成华对此欣喜若狂。早餐时听到洪钟宣布这个消息，他兴奋得蹦蹦跳跳，连两小时火车旅程中都保持着同样的亢奋状态。

His friend had run around like a child once they got to the park and Hongjoong had taken an embarrassingly big amount of pictures because of how fucking cute he looked the whole time.
一到公园，他的朋友就像个孩子似的四处疯跑。看着他全程那副该死的可爱模样，弘准忍不住拍下了数量惊人的照片——连他自己事后翻看都觉得羞耻的程度。

He had also spent an obscene sum of money in the gift store because Seonghwa kept giving him the puppy eyes, but that was neither here nor there.
他在礼品店也挥霍了一大笔钱，因为成华一直用那种小狗般的眼神望着他——不过这都是题外话了。

They had ended up holding hands on several occasions without even noticing too, only realizing it after getting disgusted looks from random parents who behaved like they were corrupting their kids just by existing.
有好几次，他们不知不觉就牵起了手，直到路过的家长投来嫌恶的目光才猛然惊觉——那些人的眼神活像他俩光是呼吸都会带坏小孩似的。

Hongjoong had expected to feel embarrassed and panicked, but he hadn’t.
洪俊原以为会感到尴尬和慌乱，但他并没有。

He never let go of Seonghwa’s hand, he just tightened his grip when he noticed the stares.
他始终没有松开成河的手，反而在注意到那些视线时握得更紧。

He also didn’t care when his roommate wrapped his arms around his own and leaned on his shoulder during the ride back, staring at him with sparkly big doe eyes as he thanked him for taking him to the park.
回程路上，当室友环抱住他的手臂靠在他肩头，用闪亮的大眼睛望着他，感谢他带自己去公园时，他也毫不在意。

They stopped at a fried chicken place on their way home and flirted the whole time, feet brushing softly against each other under the table as they giggled.
回家的路上他们找了家炸鸡店歇脚，全程都在调情。桌底下两人的脚轻轻蹭着彼此，不时发出心照不宣的低笑。

Seonghwa kissed him the moment they got home, pressing Hongjoong against the closed door and clashing their mouths together. It started out soft but it turned wet and heavy soon after, tongues rubbing as their hands roamed over clothes.
成华一进门就吻住了他，将弘俊抵在紧闭的门上，双唇激烈相贴。起初只是轻柔的触碰，很快便转为湿润而沉重的交缠，舌尖相互摩挲间，两人的手已在衣物上游走探索。

They ended up making out on the couch, rutting against each other until they both came in their pants like a couple of teenagers.
他们最终在沙发上亲热起来，像两个毛头小子一样互相磨蹭着，直到两人都隔着裤子泄了出来。

–

Their third kiss started as the sweetest one so far, but it quickly turned into the filthiest one too.
他们的第三次亲吻，起初是最甜蜜的一次，但很快就变成了最下流的一次。

Two days after their first date, Hongjoong found the perfect second date.
初次约会两天后，洪俊就找到了完美的二次约会方案。

He accidentally came across the news that an old cinema in Itaewon was going to do a Star Wars special and play the original trilogy in a row. He didn’t even hesitate in buying two tickets, even though he had watched them fairly recently and he still didn’t care that much about the saga.
他偶然看到梨泰院一家老影院要举办《星球大战》特别放映，准备连播三部曲的消息。尽管最近才重温过这个系列，对星战也没那么热衷，他还是毫不犹豫买了两张票。

Sitting through the 6 hours and a half was a challenge, but Seonghwa’s excited behavior made up for it once again.
熬过那六个半小时真是够呛，但成华那副兴奋劲儿又一次让我觉得值了。

Being aggressively pushed into the other man’s room the moment they got home was a great added bonus too.
一进门就被他粗暴地推进房间，这意外之喜来得太突然。

“You’re so fucking…” muttered Seonghwa as he threw him down on his bed. “How am I supposed to hold myself back when you’re this perfect?”
“你他妈真是…”成华低声咒骂着，一把将他摔在床上。“你完美成这样，叫我怎么忍得住？”

Hongjoong laughed and laid back as he watched his roommate take his clothes off and do the same with his after.
洪钟笑着躺下，看着室友脱掉衣服后，自己也跟着照做。

“You’re not supposed to hold yourself back. I’m courting you right now, you’re supposed to swoon and think how good of a boyfriend I could be.”
你不该克制自己。我现在正在追求你，你应该为我倾倒，想着我能成为多好的男朋友。

Seonghwa stopped pulling Hongjoong’s pants down, looking up at him with a shocked expression.
成华停下拉扯洪钟裤子的动作，震惊地抬头看着他。

“...you want to be my boyfriend?”
...你想当我男朋友？

He swallowed, feeling nervous suddenly. “I thought it was obvious...”
他咽了咽口水，突然感到紧张。"我以为这很明显..."

The pink-haired man sat down on the bed, staring at him with huge scared eyes.
粉发男子坐在床上，用惊恐的大眼睛盯着他。

“I wasn’t sure what your intentions were, our current situation is a bit weird and I’m not sure where you stand.”
我不确定你的意图是什么，我们现在的处境有点奇怪，而且我不确定你的立场。

Hongjoong sat up too, pushing his pants off completely before looking into Seonghwa’s eyes.
洪中也坐起身，完全脱下裤子后直视成化的眼睛。

“I like you a lot. I want us to be more than friends-with-benefits, if you want that to.”
"我真的很喜欢你。如果你愿意的话，我不想只当炮友。"

The other man pouted and moved closer to rest his forehead against his.
另一个男人撅起嘴，凑近了些，将额头抵在他的额头上。

“Of course I want to. I told you, I’ve had a crush on you for the longest time. I…” he paused, looking embarrassed. “I never thought I’d actually have a chance with you.”
"我当然想啊。不是说了嘛，我暗恋你好久了。我……"他欲言又止地低下头，耳尖泛红，"从来没想过真能有机会和你这样。"

Hongjoong snorted, feeling more flustered and excited about those words than the fact that they were completely naked and so close to each other.
洪俊轻哼一声，比起两人赤裸相贴的事实，那些话语更让他心跳加速、面红耳赤。

“I never thought I’d be here either, but there’s no denying it: I feel very attracted to you in every possible way.”
"我也没想到会这样，但不得不承认——你从里到外都让我欲罢不能。"

Seonghwa stared into his eyes before kissing him, a deep slow kiss that had Hongjoong feeling all sorts of things as they caressed each other’s chests. A kiss that turned heated really quick when his roommate sat on his lap and rutted against his half-hard dick.
成华凝视着他的双眼，随后吻了上去。这个缓慢而深沉的吻让弘俊心潮澎湃，他们互相抚摸着对方的胸膛。当他的室友跨坐在他腿上，蹭着他半硬的性器时，这个吻很快变得炽热起来。

He inhaled through his nose at the strange but amazing feeling of having another cock rubbing against his and his hand moved to grab the other’s tiny waist as they continued to make out.
他鼻息粗重，感受着另一根性器与自己摩擦的奇异快感，手掌顺势扣住对方纤细的腰肢。唇舌交缠间，布料窸窣摩挲着发烫的肌肤，喉结随着吞咽动作上下滚动。

“I want to fuck you with the dildo,” he said breathlessly the moment they broke the kiss.
"我要用假阳具干你，"他刚结束深吻就喘息着说道。

Seonghwa snorted. “You’re obsessed with that thing.”
成华嗤之以鼻。“你真是对那玩意儿着迷了。”

Hongjoong laughed. “I’m sorry, last time was so rushed. I want to take my time with it.”
洪俊轻笑出声。“抱歉，上次太匆忙了。这次我想慢慢来。”他指尖划过对方腕间，在皮肤上激起一阵细微战栗。

The other man pushed his pink hair back before asking: “How do you want me?”
那个男人将粉色头发往后一捋，低声问道："你想怎么玩我？"

“Oh your back, I want to see your face.”
“转过身来，我想看看你的脸。”

Seonghwa giggled and did as he was told, opening his legs and running his hands over Hongjoong’s chest the moment he was close enough.
成华咯咯笑着，听话地张开双腿。当洪俊靠近的瞬间，他的双手便抚上了对方的胸膛。

“Let me know if I do something wrong,” he said as he grabbed the dildo and lube from the drawer.
“要是我哪里做错了，你可得告诉我。”他一边说着，一边从抽屉里掏出假阳具和润滑液。

He poured a healthy amount of lube on his hand and grabbed Seonghwa’s cock, jerking him off the way he likes it himself.
他倒了一大把润滑液在手上，一把抓住成华的阴茎，用自己最喜欢的方式给他撸了起来。

“You’re doing great so far.”
你表现得很好。

Hongjoong chuckled and tightened the grip, making the other man moan and grab the pillow under his head.
洪中轻笑一声，收紧手掌的力道，引得身下男人发出呻吟，手指深深陷入头下的枕头。

“You know, you sing praises about the size of my dick but yours is pretty big too.”
"你老夸我那儿大，可你的也不小啊。"

The pink-haired man laughed but the sound turned into a groan as Hongjoong played with his balls with the other hand for a moment before moving down to rub the ring of muscle hiding underneath.
粉发男人笑了起来，但笑声很快变成了呻吟——洪宗用另一只手玩弄着他的囊袋片刻，接着向下抚弄那藏在深处的紧致肌环。

He quickly poured more lube and pushed Seonghwa’s thighs against his chest to have better access, exposing his hole under his hungry stare.
他迅速又倒了些润滑剂，将星华的大腿压向胸前，以便更好地进入，在他饥渴的目光下暴露那处私密。

“Fuck. It looks so good,” he whispered, feeling his mouth begin to water.
“操，这看起来太他妈诱人了。”他低声呢喃，感觉口水都要流出来了。

“You’re such an ass man.”
“你真是个屁股控。”

Hongjoong smirked before pushing a finger inside, groaning when he felt the soft warm walls around it. He fucked him with it for a moment, enjoying the way Seonghwa was slowly opening up, but he was quickly interrupted.
洪钟嘴角勾起一抹坏笑，手指突然探了进去。当感受到那柔软温热的包裹时，他忍不住低哼出声。他抽送着手指，享受着成华逐渐为他绽放的过程，但很快就被打断了。

“You can use two.”  “你可以用两个。”

He complied and pushed a second finger before moving them both around, pressing on random spots to try to find that bundle of nerves that made the pink-haired man go crazy. He noticed the difference in the texture the moment he touched it, but Seonghwa confirmed he had indeed found the prostate with a full body spasm and a loud whine.
他顺从地又推进一根手指，两根手指在内部搅动，随意按压着各处，试图寻找能让那粉发男子发狂的神经束。当指尖触到那处时，他立刻察觉到质地的不同——成河突然全身痉挛，发出一声高亢的呜咽，证实了他确实找到了前列腺。

His smile widened and he rubbed against that place, enjoying the way Seonghwa was pulling on the blankets with an open mouth and hooded eyes trained on him as his moaning got louder and more frequent.
他的笑容愈发加深，手指在那处恶意碾磨。成华拽着被单的指节发白，张着嘴喘息，半阖的湿润眼眸直勾勾盯着他。呻吟声越来越响，越来越急促，在房间里荡出淫靡的回音。

“Ah! A…another one.”  "啊！又、又一个。"

Hongjoong pulled them out to fit three fingers at the same time, feeling the muscle stretch around them, and then fucked him slowly with them. He leaned over and took a nipple between his lips, biting it softly before using his tongue to play with it.
洪准将三根手指一并抽出，又同时插入，感受着内壁肌肉的紧绷与舒张。他俯身含住对方胸前红樱，用齿尖轻轻碾磨，继而以舌尖挑弄。手指在湿热甬道里缓慢抽送，每一次推进都带出黏腻水声。

Seonghwa groaned and pushed a hand inside his hair. “Harder.”
成华呻吟着，将手插入发间。"再用力点。"

He was half-tempted to tease him for being so impatient, but he had to admit he also wanted to move onto the next step.
他差点忍不住想逗弄他这副急不可耐的模样，但心底不得不承认——自己同样渴望着更亲密的纠缠。

Hongjoong would spend his time fingering him until he came another day.
洪俊会花时间用手指玩弄他，直到他再次高潮。

He tried to stretch him the way he had seen Seonghwa himself do it the last time, grabbing the dildo when the other man let him know he was ready. He lubed it up and pressed it against his hole, letting it rest there for a moment until the pink-haired man whined loudly in desperation.
他学着上次看到星华自己扩张时的样子，试着帮他做准备。当对方示意已经可以时，他抓起假阳具涂满润滑液，抵在那翕张的穴口轻轻研磨。粉发男人难耐地扭动着腰肢，直到发出带着哭腔的呜咽，他才缓缓施力推进。

He laughed and pushed the tip inside, watching with fascination how the muscle seemed to swallow the toy, pushing it in deeper and deeper even without his direct input.
他轻笑一声，将顶端缓缓推入，着迷地看着那处肌肉像活物般吞咬着玩具。即便不再用力，那绞紧的软肉仍自发地吮着柱体往深处吞，发出黏腻水声。

“Your ass is so greedy. It wants my cock so badly.”
“你这小骚货，屁股可真贪心，这么想要我的大鸡巴。”

“Yes.”   “嗯。”

He pushed it all the way in while carefully looking at Seonghwa’s face, making sure there wasn’t any discomfort there.
他一边将假阳具缓缓推入，一边仔细端详成华的表情，确保对方没有丝毫不适。

He had seen (and heard) his roommate fucking himself quite roughly with the toy so he knew he could take a lot, but he still felt slightly insecure.
他曾目睹（也听过）室友用玩具粗暴地自慰，知道对方承受力很强，但内心仍有些忐忑。

They both released a sigh when the dildo was as deep as it could go and he let it rest for a moment before carefully pulling it out just a little bit before pushing it back in. He went slowly at first but sped up the rhythm when Seonghwa basically yelled at him to do it.
当假阳具完全没入时，两人同时长舒一口气。他稍作停顿后开始抽送，先是小心翼翼退出些许，继而重新推进。起初动作徐缓，直到成华几乎是用喊的催促他，才加快了节奏。

He grabbed his own dick with his other hand, watching intently the way the copy of said cock disappeared inside the pink-haired man smoothly.
他另一只手攥住自己的肉棒，紧盯着那根复制品如何顺畅地滑入粉发男人的体内。

“Shit, the real thing looks so fucking good,” managed to say Seonghwa between moans.
“操，真人看起来真他妈带劲，”成华在呻吟间挤出这句话。

Hongjoong smirked and let go of his dick, letting the other man see it more clearly.
洪俊嘴角勾起一抹坏笑，松开了握着他老二的手，让对方能看得更清楚些。

“Can I suck you off?”
“我能给你口吗？”

He stopped what he was doing, brain blanking out before saying: “Fuck, yeah.”
他猛地停下动作，大脑一片空白，半晌才哑着嗓子挤出句："操，爽死了。"

Seonghwa pushed him back in order to get up, grabbing the base of the dildo so it couldn’t slip out and getting on his knees. He leaned over and took Hongjoong’s dick in his mouth straight away, holding himself up with one hand before reaching behind him to keep fucking himself with the dildo while he did it.
成华为了起身将他推开，一手紧握住假阳具的根部防止滑脱，跪起身来。他俯身直接含住了洪俊的性器，单手支撑着身体，同时另一只手伸到身后继续用假阳具抽插自己。

“Holy shit.”  “我操。”

He groaned at the feeling and his hands moved down to grip pink hair. Hongjoong fought to keep his eyes open as Seonghwa sucked him off fast and wetly, gaze going from the sight of his (real) dick disappearing inside the other’s mouth to the (fake) dick doing the same inside his ass.
他因这感觉而低吟出声，双手下滑攥住那粉发。当星和湿漉漉地快速吞吐着他时，弘俊竭力睁着眼睛——视线从自己（真实的）性器在对方口中进出的画面，移向（仿真的）假阳具在自己后穴里同样抽插的景象。

“Fuck.”  “操。”

He moaned loudly as Seonghwa took him deeper and deeper in his mouth without much sign of discomfort and he could help but pull on the strands as pleasure spread throughout his body at the tight wet feeling. The pink-haired man pulled back for a moment to catch his breath, looking up at him with teary doe eyes and smirking before turning around to lay on his back again, bending his legs and almost pressing his knees against his chest to easily reach down and grab the base of the toy.
成华毫不费力地将他含得更深，他忍不住拽住那缕粉发，湿热的紧致感让快感席卷全身，发出高亢的呻吟。粉发男人短暂退开喘息，泪光潋滟的鹿眸仰望着他，嘴角噙着坏笑突然翻身仰躺，屈起双腿几乎将膝盖抵到胸口，单手轻易就握住了玩具根部。

“Fuck my throat, you can go as deep and hard as you want. I’ll push you away if I have to.”
“操我的喉咙，想插多深多狠都行。受不了我自然会推开你。”

Hongjoong stared back at him stunned as Seonghwa opened his mouth and put his tongue out while he kept fucking himself with the dildo. He scooted closer to him and held the other’s head gently to put his dick back inside, keeping his eyes on the part of his face he could see to look for any sign of discomfort.
洪钟目瞪口呆地看着成华张开嘴，伸出舌头，同时继续用假阳具自慰。他挪近了些，轻轻扶住对方的头，将自己的性器重新塞入他口中，目光始终盯着对方露出的半张脸，寻找任何不适的迹象。

The position allowed him to get much deeper, cock bulging Seonghwa’s throat even though only half of it was inside his mouth.
这个姿势让他能插得更深，尽管只进去了一半，他的肉棒依然撑满了成华的喉咙。

“Holy fucking shit, I can see my dick.”
"我操，我能看见我的鸡巴了。"

His hips thrusted forward without his direct command, pushing his cock even deeper as his roommate made a wet strangled noise and fucked himself harder with the dildo. Seonghwa’s other hand came up to grip Hongjoong’s hip to keep him in place, his own rock hard erection leaking where it laid on his belly.
他的腰不由自主地向前顶去，阳具插得更深了。室友发出湿漉漉的呜咽声，手里的假阳具操弄得更狠了。成华另一只手掐住洪正的胯骨不让他乱动，自己那根硬得发烫的肉棒贴在小腹上，前端已经渗出黏腻的液体。

None of the girls he’d even been with have been capable of taking this much of his dick in their mouths, but Seonghwa barely gagged at all even as he started to gently fuck his throat. He pulled out soon after and stared as the other man gasped for air and looked at him with teary eyes, saliva dripping down his chin and cheeks.
他睡过的那些女孩，没有一个能含住他这么大一根东西的。但成华几乎没怎么干呕，甚至在他开始轻轻抽插喉咙时也忍住了。没过多久他抽了出来，盯着对方大口喘气、泪眼朦胧地望着他，唾液顺着下巴和脸颊流下。

“Please, go harder,” the pink-haired man begged. “I want you to.”
“再用力点，”粉发男人低声哀求，“我想要你。”

His roommate used the hand that was holding his hip to bring Hongjoong’s dick back into his mouth and he let himself go, fucking his throat as Seonghwa kept fucking himself with the dildo. He made sure to give the other man breaks to breathe when he signaled for it, but he could feel his hips speeding up after a while, hands using the grip he had on Seonghwa’s head to help his thrusting as he felt himself growing closer and closer. 
他的室友用原本扶在他腰上的手，将洪准的性器重新含入口中。他放任自己沉溺，在成华继续用假阳具自渎的同时，狠狠操弄着他的喉咙。每当对方发出换气信号时，他都会体贴地暂停动作，但没过多久就能感觉到自己胯部摆动得越来越快——双手扣住成华的后脑协助抽插，他清晰地感受到高潮正步步逼近。

Noticing that his roommate had stopped fucking himself with the dildo, Hongjoong leaned over and grabbed the toy from his weak grip to take over, using the same brutal pace he knew the other man preferred as moans started to vibrate around his cock once again.
注意到室友停下了自慰的动作，洪俊倾身从他虚握的手中夺过那根假阳具，接手了这场情事。他熟稔地采用对方最爱的粗暴节奏，很快呻吟声便再度裹挟着他的性器震颤起来。

Seonghwa dropped his arms on the bed, gripping the blankets tightly and opening his legs more as he passively let himself get roughly fucked in both holes.
成华将双臂垂落在床上，死死攥住被单，双腿分得更开，任由自己被粗暴地同时侵犯着两个穴口。

“Such a good boy,” Hongjoong said breathlessly. “You’re taking me so well. Fuck, Seonghwa. I’m losing my mind.”
"真是个好孩子，"洪俊喘息着说道。"你把我伺候得真舒服。操，成华，我要疯了。"

He pulled back to let him breathe but the pink-haired man whined and almost immediately put it back in his mouth, gripping his hips again and taking control as he guided Hongjoong to fuck his throat harder.
他稍稍退开让他喘口气，可那粉发男人立刻不满地哼唧着，几乎瞬间又将它含了回去。双手紧扣住他的胯骨，掌控着节奏引导洪知秀往自己喉咙深处更用力地顶弄。

This was the most erotic thing that had ever happened to him in his whole life, and Hongjoong found himself unable to think as his body took over.
这是他这辈子经历过最情色的事，洪准发现自己无法思考，身体完全接管了控制权。

He moaned as he maintained the same pace, trying to focus on the dildo as his hips moved on their own, chasing his release as he felt his orgasm approaching quickly. Seonghwa started to jerk himself off roughly too and Hongjoong was coming before he even realized it was happening, first spurts of cum making the other man choke before he quickly pulled his dick out to have the rest of it landing on his roommate’s red sweaty face.
他呻吟着保持同样的节奏，试图专注于假阳具，而他的臀部却不由自主地摆动，追逐着即将到来的高潮。成华也开始粗暴地撸动自己，洪准甚至还没意识到发生了什么就射了出来，最初的几股精液让另一个男人呛到，他迅速拔出阴茎，让剩余的精液全数射在室友那泛红汗湿的脸上。

Seonghwa giggled as he panted, putting his cock back into his mouth as he continued to enthusiastically suck him through his orgasm while he jerked himself off with sloppy movements. Hongjoong had to end up pushing him away with a wince when he started to get oversensitive, leaning over again and reaching down to grab the forgotten the dildo to fuck him with it, pushing his roommate’s hand away to jerk him off himself too.
成华喘息着咯咯笑，又将那根硬物含进嘴里，在对方高潮时仍卖力吮吸着，自己则用凌乱的动作套弄着。当敏感度开始过载时，弘俊不得不皱眉推开他，再次俯身抓起被遗忘的假阳具捅进去，同时拍开室友的手亲自替他抚慰。

“Yes, ah AH!”  "啊...嗯啊！"

It didn’t take much to have Seonghwa spilling all over himself, body spasming before collapsing altogether as he continued to gasp for air. Hongjoong pulled the toy out gently and threw it to the side, sitting next to the other man and looking at him.
没过多久，成华就浑身颤抖着达到了顶点，身体痉挛着瘫软下来，仍在大口喘息。洪钟轻轻抽出玩具扔到一旁，在他身边坐下，目光灼灼地注视着他。

The pink-haired man was still panting and he looked like a real mess, face red and sweaty and covered in saliva and blobs of cum. He looked into his eyes when he noticed Hongjoong staring and he smiled widely, eyes shining happily as he held his gaze.
那个粉发男人还在喘息着，整个人看起来狼狈不堪——脸颊泛红、汗湿淋漓，沾满了唾液和精液的痕迹。当他注意到洪正在凝视自己时，他抬眼迎上那道目光，突然绽开灿烂的笑容，幸福得发亮的眼眸直勾勾地回望着对方。

Hongjoong blinked a few times, trying to process the fact that that had happened and feeling the guilt and worry quickly creeping up as he realized how rough he had been, how completely gone he had been during the whole thing. His rational brain had completely shut down and he could only think about coming, about completely destroying Seonghwa with both of his dicks.
洪钟眨了眨眼，努力消化刚才发生的一切。当意识到自己当时有多粗暴、在整个过程中有多失控时，内疚和担忧迅速涌上心头。他的理智完全宕机，满脑子只想着高潮，想着用他那两根东西彻底摧毁成华。

“Are you okay?”  "你还好吗？"

The pink-haired man laughed hoarsely, looking almost drunk as he simply stared at him with the same wide smile and shiny doe eyes. Hongjoong used the corner of the sheet to clean the other’s face gently, moving down to do the same with his dirty abdomen and the wet mess of lube between his thighs after. On a whim, he trailed his fingers over his roommate’s skin, going from his thigh to his collarbone and smiling as the other man shivered at the soft touch and watching the goosebumps erupting as he made his way up.
粉发男人沙哑地低笑着，眼神迷离得像是醉了般，就这么直勾勾盯着他，嘴角依旧挂着那抹灿烂的笑容，湿漉漉的鹿眼泛着水光。洪准用被角轻轻擦拭对方的脸，接着往下清理他沾满污渍的腹部，以及腿间黏腻的润滑液痕迹。他忽然心血来潮，指尖顺着室友的肌肤游走，从大腿滑到锁骨，满意地看着对方因这轻柔触碰而战栗的模样，所经之处泛起细小的鸡皮疙瘩。

He pushed the hair out of Seonghwa’s sweaty forehead and his roommate nuzzled his hand like a cat, sleepy eyes still trained on him.
他拨开成华汗湿的额发，室友像猫似的蹭着他的手，睡意朦胧的眼睛仍直勾勾盯着他。

“That was the hottest thing that has ever happened to me,” his roommate said with the same hoarse voice. “Thank you.”
"这是我经历过最带劲的事了，"室友用同样沙哑的声音说道。"谢了。"

Hongjoong laughed and leaned over to kiss him on the mouth softly. The other man returned the kiss and then moved to rest his head on his thigh, humming with satisfaction as he kept caressing his pink hair.
洪钟轻笑一声，倾身温柔地吻上他的唇。对方回吻后顺势将头枕在他大腿上，手指仍流连在那头粉发间轻抚，发出满足的轻哼。

“You are thanking me? I’m the one who needs to thank you, holy shit. You just laid there and took it, ” he replied. “ Enthusiastically.”
“谢我？该我谢你才对，操。你就那么躺着任我摆布，”他回道，“还那么投入。”

“Very enthusiastically,” Seonghwa confirmed. “I was so full of you, I loved every second of it. We’re doing that again.”
"超级热情，"成华肯定地说。"我整个人都被你填满了，每一秒都爱得要死。咱们必须再来一次。"

He laughed, moving his hand down the other’s forehead to trace down his features.
他轻笑一声，手指从对方额头缓缓滑下，描摹着那张脸的轮廓。

“...we forgot the towel,” his roommate added.
“……我们忘带毛巾了，”他的室友补充道。

Hongjoong laughed, suddenly aware of the wet mess they had made.
洪俊笑了起来，突然意识到他们弄出的这一片狼藉。

“I guess you have to sleep with me tonight then,” he replied.
“看来你今晚得跟我睡了。”他答道。

“I guess so.”  “大概吧。”

–

Now that they were officially dating, Seonghwa had taken it upon himself to take him on the perfect dates too because:
既然已经正式交往，成华自然要带他去体验最完美的约会。因为——

“I’m going to be the best boyfriend you’ve ever had.”
"我要做你遇见过最棒的男朋友。"

“You’re the ONLY boyfriend I’ve ever had.”
“你可是我唯一的男朋友。”

“And I’ll make sure it stays that way!”
“我会让它一直这样下去！”

Hongjoong didn’t need any of that, he was pretty whipped already, but he still enjoyed and appreciated the effort the other man had put into it.
洪俊根本不需要这些，他已经完全被迷住了，但他依然享受并感激对方付出的这份心思。

First, Seonghwa had taken him to an open mic night at a coffee shop, something he didn’t even know existed on campus for some odd reason, but absolutely adored. The acoustic atmosphere was extremely pleasant and he had found himself closing his eyes to enjoy it more than once as they had casual conversation over their drinks.
起初，星和带他去参加了校园咖啡厅的开放麦之夜——不知为何他竟从不知道学校还有这种活动，但立刻就爱上了这里。原声音乐营造出令人沉醉的氛围，他们端着饮料随意闲聊时，他不止一次闭眼沉浸其中。

A couple of days after that, he had taken Hongjoong to an art gallery and had even fondly listened to his endless rambles as he excitedly explained the different art styles they had come across.
几天后，他带洪俊去了美术馆，甚至宠溺地听着对方兴奋地讲解遇到的各类艺术风格时没完没了的絮叨。

Yeah, it was safe to say Hongjoong really appreciated Seonghwa and everything he did for him.
是的，可以确定洪准真的很欣赏成华，以及他为他所做的一切。

He appreciated it so much that he had gotten on his knees in front of him as they had been drinking on the couch after they came back from the gallery. He had been extremely nervous about fucking things up or, worse, not liking having a cock in his mouth for the first time – but once again he didn’t have anything to worry about.
从画廊回来后，他们坐在沙发上喝酒时，他竟跪在了对方面前。他原本紧张得要命，生怕搞砸一切——更糟的是，担心自己第一次含住那根东西会不适应。但事实证明，他又一次多虑了。

The taste wasn’t too unpleasant, not even when his boyfriend had started to leak copious amounts of pre-cum, and he found it to be fairly easy as long as he didn’t try to take too much into his mouth and end up choking. Hongjoong tried to make up for his very present gag reflex using his hand and it seemed to be good enough for Seonghwa, because he had come all over his fist with a whine.
味道并不算太糟，甚至当男友开始渗出大量前列腺液时也是如此。只要不贪心含得太深导致呛到，他发现这其实相当容易应付。洪准用双手弥补了自己明显的呕吐反射，而这似乎对成华来说已经足够——随着一声呜咽，他直接射满了洪准的拳头。

The other had immediately and enthusiastically returned the favor after, and Hongjoong couldn’t help but confidently think that he was going to practice enough to be able to do half of the things his boyfriend could do with his mouth as he came down Seonghwa’s throat.
对方立刻热情地回应了他的好意，而洪俊在从星华的喉咙里退出来时，忍不住自信地想着，他一定要多加练习，好让自己能用嘴做到他男朋友一半的技巧。

He was determined.  他心意已决。

Hongjoong was going to learn how to properly deep throat his boyfriend’s big dick even if it was the last thing he did.
洪俊下定决心，就算拼上这条命也要学会如何用喉咙彻底吞下男友那根巨物。

He had also been trying to figure out what was the best next date idea as he got back home from spending some time working on music with Jongho, only to walk into a deliciously-smelling apartment.
和钟浩一起搞完音乐回家时，他正琢磨着下次约会该安排什么好点子，结果一推门就被满屋诱人香气撞了个满怀。

“Oh, you’re right on time!” exclaimed Seonghwa when he saw him.
"啊，你来得正好！"星华一见到他就喊道。

Hongjoong frowned in confusion, staring at the candles spread around the living room and the flowers on top of the beautifully set up table.
洪俊困惑地皱起眉头，盯着客厅里四处摆放的蜡烛和精美布置的餐桌上摆放的鲜花。

“Surprise! I thought it’d be nice to have a date at home, I made your favorite,” he added with a shy smile.
“惊喜吧！我觉得在家约会也不错，特意做了你爱吃的。”他略带羞涩地笑着说道。

His boyfriend had clearly made an effort to look extra good too, pink hair carefully styled and soft matching pink makeup framing his features. He was wearing the sweater Hongjoong had given him for his birthday, even though August was creeping around the corner and the AC was blasting cold air, and skinny jeans that hugged his long legs beautifully.
他的男友显然也精心打扮了一番，粉发被仔细打理过，柔和的粉色妆容衬得五官格外精致。明明八月的热浪已经逼近，空调冷气呼呼地吹着，他却固执地穿着洪俊送他的生日毛衣，修身牛仔裤将那双长腿的曲线勾勒得令人心跳加速。

Hongjoong wanted to eat him.
洪钟想把他生吞活剥。

He smiled and walked over to kiss him. 
他勾起嘴角，缓步靠近，俯身吻了上去。

“You look beautiful,” he whispered. “Let me take a quick shower and I’ll be back to enjoy your delicious food.”
"你真美。"他低声呢喃，"等我冲个澡，马上回来好好品尝你的美味。"

Seonghwa smiled shyly but widely, eyes shining as he nodded.
成华害羞地笑了，却笑得灿烂，眼睛闪闪发亮地点了点头。

Hongjoong washed himself in record time, going through his closet and trying three different outfits before settling on a t-shirt that showed off his somewhat muscled chest and tight jeans.
洪准以破纪录的速度冲完澡，在衣柜前翻来翻去试了三套衣服，最后选了件能凸显他精壮胸肌的 T 恤和紧身牛仔裤。

The food was already on the table when he came out and his boyfriend beamed when he saw him. 
他走出房间时，餐点已摆满餐桌，男友看见他时眼睛一亮。

“Ta-da!” Seonghwa said, pointing to the feast. “You look amazing, by the way. I can’t believe I managed to land the hottest boyfriend on Earth.”
铛铛！"星和指着丰盛的菜肴说道，"顺便说一句，你今天帅极了。真不敢相信我居然能追到全世界最性感的男朋友。

Hongjoong laughed and scratched the back of his neck as he felt the blush heating up his face.
弘中笑着抓了抓后颈，感觉脸颊开始发烫。

“I’m afraid you own that title yourself,” he replied.
"恐怕这个头衔非你莫属，"他轻声回应道。

They ate the amazing food while having casual conversation before moving to the nest of blankets and pillows Seonghwa had prepared on the floor, pouring the wine he had set aside. The atmosphere was intimate and cozy, lights off as the candles flickered around them and casted a soft glow.
他们一边享用着美食，一边随意闲聊，随后移步到成华在地板上精心布置的毯枕巢穴里。他取出备好的红酒，在摇曳烛光营造的柔和光晕中，两人沉浸在私密而温馨的氛围里——四周的灯光早已熄灭，唯有烛火在他们周身投下暧昧的光影。

“Thank you for preparing all of this, I love it. I promise I’ll keep learning how to cook to return the favor ASAP,” Hongjoong said.
"谢谢你准备了这么多，我超喜欢的。我保证会尽快学会做饭来报答你。"洪俊说道。

Seonghwa giggled and scooted closer to cuddle against him, careful to not spill the wine.
成华咯咯笑着挪近身子依偎着他，小心翼翼地不让酒洒出来。

“It’s okay, I love cooking. I know we haven’t been dating for long, but you make me so happy. I want to show you how much I’m enjoying being with you.”
没关系，我超爱下厨的。虽然我们交往时间不长，但你让我特别幸福。我想让你知道我有多享受和你在一起的时光。

“You make me really happy too,” he replied. “Thank you for waiting for me, I’m sorry it took me this long to realize how I feel about you.”
你也让我非常幸福，"他回应道，"谢谢你一直等我，抱歉我花了这么久才明白对你的心意。

His boyfriend looked up to stare into his eyes. “No need to apologize, everything happened the way it was supposed to.”
他男友抬头凝视着他的双眼，轻声道："不用道歉，一切本该如此。"

Hongjoong laughed. “Wooyoung was supposed to give you a 3D copy of my dick as a birthday gift and send me into a sexuality crisis?”
洪俊笑了。“宇英原本打算送你一个我那里的 3D 复制品当生日礼物，好让我陷入性向危机？”

“Yes,” Seonghwa replied easily. “Speaking of which, WooSanSang are coming back from their trip to Japan this week. Are we going to tell them about us now or would you prefer to wait a bit longer?”
“是啊，”星华轻松地回答，“说到这个，WooSanSang 这周就要从日本旅行回来了。我们是现在告诉他们我们的事，还是你想再等等？”

He hummed. “I was assuming we’d tell them at their welcoming party. His reaction is going to be hilarious, I can’t wait.”
他轻哼一声。“我本来打算在他们接风宴上说的。他的反应肯定很搞笑，我都等不及了。”

“I’ll make sure to record him losing his mind when he hears it,” Seonghwa replied. “We can do whatever makes you feel comfortable. I understand if you’re not ready to tell everyone about your newfound bisexuality.”
“我一定会录下他听到消息时崩溃的样子，”星华回应道，“我们按你觉得舒服的方式来。我理解你还没准备好向所有人公开新发现的双性恋取向。”

Hongjoong sat up straight, making his boyfriend do the same as they stared at each other.
洪钟猛地坐直身子，迫使男友也直起身来，两人四目相对。

“I’m not ashamed of it. I know I struggled a bit at first, but I’m proud of myself. I’m proud of my feelings for you.”
"我一点都不觉得羞耻。虽然一开始确实有点挣扎，但我为自己感到骄傲——为这份对你的感情骄傲。"

Seonghwa stared at him with teary eyes before moving to push his lips against his. The kiss was deep but sweet, both of them trying to showcase how much they cared for each other through the intimate gesture.
成华含着泪凝视他，随后倾身将双唇贴了上去。这个吻既深沉又甜蜜，两人都试图通过这亲密的举动，向对方传递心底最炽热的情感。

I’m falling hard for you.
我彻底沦陷了。

His boyfriend moved to straddle Hongjoong, sitting on his lap as their sweet kiss turned into a heavy makeout session. He leaned back on the pillows, getting comfortable as Seonghwa started to grind against his crotch as their hands started roaming and pulling on fabric.
他的男友跨坐到了洪准身上，坐在他大腿上，原本甜蜜的轻吻逐渐变成了激烈的唇舌交缠。他向后靠在枕头上调整姿势，成华开始用胯部磨蹭他的裤裆，两人的手也开始不安分地游走，拉扯着彼此的衣物。

“I want to ride you. I want to sit on your real dick,” his boyfriend whispered against his lips.
"我想骑你。我要坐到你真家伙上，"男友贴着他的唇瓣低语，吐息灼热。

“Fuck, yes.”  “操，爽。”

Seonghwa smirked and kissed him again, taking his own clothes off before helping him do the same. He touched Hongjoong’s chest reverently before leaning over to bite his nipple, getting a moan from him.
星和嘴角噙着笑再次吻上他，先脱掉自己的衣物，再帮他褪去衣衫。他虔诚地抚过洪钟的胸膛，俯身轻咬乳尖，惹得对方一声轻喘。

They had figured out recently that he had really sensitive nipples and his boyfriend was exploiting that fact. Seonghwa played with them for a while, using his hand to pinch the nub he wasn’t abusing his mouth before moving down.
他们最近才发现洪钟的乳首异常敏感，而他的男友正在充分利用这个发现。星和用指尖揉捏着未被唇齿宠幸的乳珠，把玩片刻后便向下游移。

He took Hongjoong’s half dick into his mouth, quickly coaxing it into full hardness under his talented tongue.
他将弘俊半硬的阳物含入口中，灵巧的舌尖几下撩拨便让它彻底勃起。

“I love feeling you grow bigger inside my mouth.” 
"我就喜欢你在我嘴里慢慢变大的感觉。"

He cursed before kissing his boyfriend roughly, tasting himself in the other’s mouth. They made out for a bit longer until Hongjoong moved down to his neck, covering it in bruises and bite marks as Seonghwa pulled on his split hair.
他低声咒骂了一句，粗暴地吻上男友的唇，在对方口中尝到了自己的味道。两人唇舌交缠了好一阵，直到洪准将吻痕一路向下，在星和的脖颈上留下斑驳的淤青与齿痕。星和揪着他挑染的头发，指节因用力而发白。

Once he was satisfied with the hickies, he continued his journey and stopped to spend some time returning the nipple abuse he had received as his boyfriend gasped softly under his mouth’s treatment, hips coming up to rub his hard dick against Hongjoong’s chest.
当他终于满意地欣赏完自己留下的吻痕后，又继续向下探索。他停在某处，开始用唇齿报复性地对待那对曾被欺负的乳尖。男友在他唇舌的折磨下发出细碎的喘息，腰肢不自觉抬起，将早已硬挺的性器抵在洪准的胸膛上来回磨蹭。

He kept going down, pressing his mouth against his abdomen and enjoying the way the muscle danced under his tongue before grabbing Seonghwa’s dick and bringing it to his mouth.
他继续向下，嘴唇紧贴着他的腹部，享受着肌肉在舌尖下颤动的感觉，随后一把抓住成华的阴茎，将其含入口中。

Hongjoong didn’t even try to deep throat him and instead focused on sucking on the head, pressing his tongue against all the sensitive places he had started to learn about. His boyfriend pulled on his hair again as his thighs pressed against his head, and he was so horny that his brain felt clouded.
洪正秀甚至没有尝试深喉，而是专注于吮吸顶端，用舌头抵住那些他刚刚开始熟悉的敏感地带。他的男友再次拽住他的头发，大腿紧紧夹住他的脑袋，他欲火焚身到连思绪都变得模糊不清。

He kept moving down, taking his balls inside his mouth as he jerked him off slowly. He hadn’t planned on doing what he did next, but it wasn’t exactly a surprise either because he had been thinking about it for a while now.
他继续向下移动，将他的睾丸含入口中，同时用手缓慢地撸动他的阴茎。他原本没打算做接下来的事，但这也不算意外——毕竟这个念头在他脑海里盘旋已久。

Hongjoong grabbed Seonghwa’s thighs and pushed them against his chest, exposing his hole before licking experimentally.
洪俊一把抓住星华的大腿，将他双腿压向胸前，露出那处隐秘的穴口，试探性地舔了上去。

His boyfriend yelped and tightened the grip in his hair, but didn’t say anything.
他的男友轻哼一声，手指在他发间收紧，却始终没有开口。

He hummed with surprise, finding that it simply tasted like Seonghwa with a tint of their body soap, and pushed his tongue inside the ring of muscle.
他惊讶地轻哼一声，发现那味道不过是带着沐浴露气息的成华，便毫不犹豫地将舌头探入那圈紧致的肌理。

Hongjoong wasn’t sure how he was supposed to eat a man out and he suddenly regretted not looking more into it, but he simply tried to emulate what he did while eating women out and focused on repeating the actions that got a particularly good response from his boyfriend.
洪俊并不确定该如何为男人口交，他忽然有些后悔之前没多做些功课，但现在只能硬着头皮上。他试着模仿给女人口交时的动作，专注重复那些曾让男友发出特别动情喘息的小技巧。

He seemed to be doing a decent job, judging by the way Seonghwa was moaning and pulling on his hair, and he allowed himself to just get lost in the feeling and the taste – in the knowledge that he was doing something he’d always wanted to do but had never had the courage to.
从成华那抑制不住的呻吟和揪住他头发的动作来看，他显然干得不错。他放任自己沉溺在这份触感与滋味里——这是他一直想做却始终缺乏勇气的事。

His boyfriend was right, he really was an ass man.
他男朋友说得对，他确实是个屁股控。

Hongjoong was so into it that he only stopped when Seonghwa pushed him away gently, flushed and panting as he reached under a pillow closeby to bring out the lube. He stared at it and laughed before grabbing it.
洪正秀正沉浸其中，直到成华轻轻推开他才停下。成华满脸通红、气喘吁吁地从附近枕头下摸出润滑剂，盯着它笑了一声便抓在手里。

“How did you know we were going to end up having sex right here?”
你怎么知道我们最后会在这里做爱？

The other man smirked playfully as he pushed him away, making Hongjoong lean against the mountain of pillows instead.
对方顽皮地笑着推开他，让洪正秀倒向那堆枕头山。

“We’re getting predictable,” Seonghwa replied while straddling him once again. “And because you’re as much of a slut as I am.”
我们都成老套路了，"成华再次跨坐到他身上时回答，"因为你和我一样是个骚货。

He laughed again, grabbing the other’s waist. 
他又笑了起来，一把搂住对方的腰。

“I won’t deny that,” he said. “No condom?”
这点我不否认，"他说，"不用套？

They had both gotten tested a few days earlier, since they were having unprotected oral sex now, but they hadn’t discussed if they were going to use protection while doing anal.
几天前他俩刚去做了检查，毕竟现在都开始无套口交了，但还没讨论过肛交时要不要戴套。

“I say no, but I have a couple of them under the pillow too if you prefer to use it.”
我说了不用，不过枕头底下也藏了几个，如果你想用的话。

Hongjoong stared at him for a moment and chuckled. “I mean, I’d rather not.”
洪俊盯着他看了一会儿，轻笑出声。"我是说，我宁愿不用。"

His boyfriend smiled and gave him a peck on the lips before grabbing the lube from him, squirting a healthy amount on Hongjoong’s hand.
他的男友笑着在他唇上轻啄了一下，然后从他手中接过润滑剂，往洪俊手上挤了适量的一滩。

“Put those thick fingers to good use.”
“用你那粗壮的手指好好表现。”

He chuckled and spread the lube on three fingers before bringing them to rest on his hole.
他轻笑一声，将润滑剂抹在三根手指上，随后抵在了自己的穴口。

“You can do two straight away, you did a great job with your tongue,” Seonghwa said with a grin before kissing him once again.
"你可以直接放两根进去，你的舌头用得真棒，"成华咧嘴一笑，再次吻上他。

Hongjoong returned the kiss as he did as he was told, enjoying the moan against his lip. He was getting better at fingering but his boyfriend was quick to take control of the pace, moving his hips in circular motions and riding his fingers before asking him to add a third finger.
洪准回吻着，同时照指示行动，享受着唇边传来的呻吟。他的指法越来越熟练，但男友很快掌握了节奏，先是画着圈扭动腰肢骑乘他的手指，随后便要求他加入第三根手指。

“Isn’t it too soon for that? I’ll hurt you,” he replied.
“这么快就想要？你会受伤的。”他低声回应。

“I’m fine, I just want to finally get your actual dick. Please, I’ll beg if I have to.”
“我没事，我就是想要你真正的那根。求你了，要我跪下来求你都行。”

He stopped moving his hand and lifted an eyebrow, which prompted Seonghwa to hit him gently in the shoulder with a giggle.
他停下了手上的动作，挑起一边眉毛，惹得成华咯咯笑着轻捶了下他的肩膀。

“Don’t tease,” his boyfriend said with a pout.
“别闹。”他男朋友撅着嘴嘟囔道。

Hongjoong smiled at him and continued stretching him out, pressing his tongue against the inviting nipple he had in front of his face. The other man groaned and pushed his hand in his split hair, massaging his scalp as he moved his own hips to speed up the process.
洪准微笑着看向他，继续用舌尖挑弄着眼前那枚诱人的乳尖。对方发出低沉的呻吟，手指插进他散开的发丝间，随着腰胯的摆动不断揉搓他的头皮，试图加快这场情事的节奏。

“I’m ready,” Seonghwa said as he pushed his hand away, pouring lube onto his dick and jerking him off roughly to spread it around.
“我准备好了。”成华说着，推开他的手，将润滑液倒在他的阴茎上，粗暴地撸动起来，让液体均匀涂抹。

He moaned at the feeling of the smooth strokes, but tried to focus on the fact that the fingering had taken a lot less time than usual. 
他因那流畅的抽插而呻吟出声，却竭力让自己专注于一个事实——这次指交比往常快了许多。

“Wait, I don’t think you are.”
“等等，我觉得你不是。”

Seonghwa made a shush sound as he kept doing what he was doing.
成华发出"嘘"声示意安静，手上的动作却未停歇。

Hongjoong laughed as he laid back on the pillow and let himself enjoy his boyfriend’s talented hands. 
洪钟笑着仰靠在枕头上，任由男友那双灵巧的手为自己服务。

“You’re so desperate for my dick,” he said playfully.
“你就这么馋我的大屌啊。”他轻佻地笑道。

Seonghwa squirted even more lube on his cock and looked up to stare at him.
成华又往自己的阴茎上挤了些润滑剂，抬头凝视着他。

“Listen, the dildo is amazing and all but I’m dying to have an actual hot dick made of flesh inside me. Especially because I already know for a fact that this dick in particular is a fantastic one, and on top of that it’s attached to the hottest and most perfect guy I’ve ever seen,” Seonghwa explained before turning around and straddling his lap again while facing Hongjoong’s feet. “Now shut up and let both of us enjoy this.”
“听着，假阳具是挺带劲的，但我现在只想尝尝有血有肉的真家伙。”成华跨坐在弘俊腿上，背对着他俯身时牛仔裤绷出饱满的臀线，“特别是当我早就知道——眼前这根东西尺寸惊人，还长在我见过最带感的男人身上。”他反手扣住对方膝盖，布料摩擦声里混着轻笑，“现在闭嘴，让我们好好享受。”

He chuckled and took the sight of his boyfriend reaching behind him to grab his dick to bring it to his entrance before slowly sitting down on it.
他轻笑一声，看着男友反手握住他的硬挺，引导着抵向自己后穴，随后缓缓沉腰坐了下去。

“I’m not stopping you,” he replied before he moaned softly.
"我可没拦着你，"他轻哼着回应道。

Hongjoong couldn’t help but close his eyes at the feeling, all his nerves tingling with pleasure as his dick pushed deeper inside Seonghwa. He felt impossibly warm and tight, but the huge amount of lube made the drag smooth anyway.
洪准无法自控地闭上双眼，快感如电流般窜过全身神经。当他的性器更深地顶入星华体内时，那紧致滚烫的包裹感几乎让他窒息。好在大量润滑剂让每一次抽送都滑顺得不可思议。

It felt fucking amazing.  爽翻了。

He forced his eyes open once again and focused his eyes on the way his girth was stretching his boyfriend’s hole, bringing both hands up to grab each cheek and spread them more to get a better view.
他再次强撑开双眼，视线死死盯着自己粗壮的尺寸是如何撑开男友的后穴。双手不由自主地捧起那两瓣臀肉，向两侧掰得更开，只为将那淫靡的画面看得更真切些。

“It looks so good.”  "看起来真不错。"

Seonghwa laughed breathlessly. “I knew you’d appreciate this position.”
成华喘息着轻笑。“我就知道你会喜欢这个姿势。”

His voice sounded strained, and Hongjoong caressed his back to offer some support.
他的声音听起来有些紧绷，洪俊轻抚着他的后背，试图给予些许安慰。

I told you you weren’t ready.
我早说过你还没准备好。

“You’re doing amazing, as always,” he said instead.
"你总是这么棒，"他改口说道。

It took some effort but Seonghwa ended up sitting on his hips with a sigh, giving himself some time before moving his hips in circles. The action made both of them moan and Hongjoong gripped his boyfriend’s hips to ground himself, forcing himself to not buck his own hips up to thrust into him before the other was ready for it.
虽然费了些力气，但成华最终跨坐在他的胯部上叹了口气，给自己一点时间才开始缓缓扭动腰肢。这个动作让两人都发出呻吟，洪俊紧握住男友的腰胯稳住自己，强迫自己在对方准备好之前不要主动挺腰顶入。

Seonghwa lifted himself soon after just to drop back again, establishing a slow but deep rhythm as he rode him.
成华刚抬起身体，又缓缓沉下，骑在他身上建立起一种缓慢而深沉的节奏。

“Fuck,” he whispered as he tightened his grip, helping the other man as he got more comfortable and started to pick up the pace.
“操，”他低声咒骂着，同时收紧了手指的力道，帮助身下的男人调整到更舒适的姿势。对方的动作开始加快节奏，喘息声在昏暗的房间里愈发清晰。

“You feel so good,” his boyfriend replied, pushing the words between his whines. “How does it feel even bigger than the dildo?”
"你感觉真棒，"他男友在喘息间低语，声音里带着难耐的呻吟，"怎么比那假玩意儿还要大？"

Hongjoong moaned but found himself unable to reply with words as he suddenly felt physically and emotionally overwhelmed by the sensations, by the knowledge that he was doing this with Seonghwa.
洪准亨呻吟着，却发现自己无法用言语回应——当意识到此刻与他交缠的人是成化时，突如其来的感官冲击与情感浪潮彻底淹没了他。

“Turn around, please. I need to see your face.”
请转过身来，我需要看着你的脸。

His voice sounded weirdly choked up and he almost sobbing as he muttered the last couple of words. The pink-haired man stopped immediately and turned around to look at him, cooing at whatever he saw in his face before letting his dick slip out and turning around to wrap his arms around Hongjoong.
他的声音奇怪地哽咽着，最后几个字几乎带着啜泣。粉发男子立即停下动作，转身望向他，在看到对方脸上的表情时发出轻柔的安抚声，随后让性器滑出体外，转回身用双臂环住了洪准。

“What’s wrong, baby?”  "怎么了，宝贝？"

He clung to his boyfriend, bringing him even closer and tightening the hug. He closed his eyes and let himself enjoy Seonghwa’s scent, the feeling of his skin against his own.
他紧紧抱住男友，将对方拉得更近，加深了这个拥抱。他闭上眼睛，让自己沉醉在星华的气息里，感受着彼此肌肤相贴的触感。

“I just…” he replied, feeling embarrassed. “You feel so good. Everything I do with you just feels so good. I…I like you a lot.”
我只是..."他有些难为情地回答，"你感觉太好了。和你做的每件事都那么美好。我...我真的很喜欢你。

His boyfriend grabbed his face and tilted it to look at him, staring at him with so much fondness and emotion that it made Hongjoong want to cry even more.
他的男友一把捧住他的脸，强迫他抬头对视。那双眼睛里盛满的宠溺与深情，让洪俊的眼泪更加止不住地往下掉。

“I like you a lot too. So much. I love everything we do together, in bed or not.”
"我也超喜欢你的。喜欢得不得了。无论是床上还是床下，和你在一起的每件事我都爱死了。"

Hongjoong smiled and released a breath he didn’t know he was holding, returning the kiss when Seonghwa pressed their mouths together. They made out for a bit longer before his boyfriend reached out behind him once again, pumping his dick a few times to make sure it was back at full hardness before sitting down on it again without breaking the kiss.
洪俊微笑着，呼出一口不知何时屏住的呼吸，在星华再次吻上他时回应了这个吻。他们又缠绵了一会儿，直到他的男友再次伸手到他身后，撸动了几下他的阴茎确保它重新完全硬起，然后在不中断亲吻的情况下再次坐了上去。

They both gasped but kept their mouths connected as Seonghwa started to ride him slowly, only moving back when his movements started to become more desperate. Hongjoong laid back against the pillows and bent his legs to plant both feet on the floor, using the new position to thrust up and make the penetration deeper.
两人同时倒抽一口气，却仍紧贴着彼此的唇。成华开始缓缓骑乘，只在对方动作变得急切时才稍稍后撤。洪钟仰靠在枕头上，曲起双腿将脚掌抵住地面，借着这个新姿势向上顶弄，让进入得更深。

“Fuck, yeah,” whined Seonghwa.
“操，爽死了，”成华呻吟道。

He repeated the action again and again, pushing up as his boyfriend moved down to work together and create a grinding motion that was driving them both wild with pleasure.
他一遍又一遍地重复着这个动作，随着男友向下移动，两人默契配合，形成一种令人疯狂的摩擦节奏。

“So good,” he whispered, words almost getting lost in the loud cacophony of whines and skin slapping against skin.
“太爽了，”他低声呢喃，话语几乎淹没在急促的喘息与肌肤相撞的黏腻声响里。

Seonghwa whined as his movements started to become sloppier and a sob made its way out of his mouth before he carefully and shakily lifted himself up and let Hongjoong’s dick slip out.
成华呜咽着，动作开始变得凌乱不堪。一声抽泣从他唇间溢出，他颤抖着小心翼翼地撑起身子，让弘俊的性器从体内滑出。

“I can’t keep this up any longer, my legs hurt,” he explained before moving to stand on his hands and knees in front of him. “Your turn, baby.”
"我撑不住了，腿好酸。"他嘟囔着，突然跪趴在对方面前，双手撑地。"该你了，宝贝。"

He didn’t need to be told twice, getting on his knees to stand behind him to admire the gapped hole staring back at him for a moment before pouring more lube for good measure and putting his dick back in.
他二话不说就跪在了他身后，盯着那微微张开的洞口欣赏了片刻，又倒了些润滑液确保万无一失，然后再次将肉棒顶了进去。

Seonghwa moaned and opened his legs a bit more before falling to his elbows.
成华呻吟着，双腿又张开了一些，随后手肘撑地倒了下去。

“Fuck me.”  “干我。”

And that’s exactly what Hongjoong did.
洪正秀正是这么做的。

He grabbed his hips to leverage the thrusts, fucking hard into him as his brain shut down and the overwheling need to cum took over.
他抓住对方的胯部借力冲刺，在脑内一片空白时狠狠操干着，被汹涌的射精欲望彻底支配。

Having sex doggy style always made him feel stupidly horny, and he couldn’t stop looking at the way his wet dick disappeared inside his boyfriend over and over again.
后入体位总是让他欲火焚身到失去理智，他无法控制自己不去看那根湿漉漉的肉棒在男友体内反复进出的画面。

Hongjoong could feel his orgasm looming in the distance and he chased desperately after it, heart pounding inside his chest and sweat pouring down his back.
洪俊能感觉到高潮即将来临，他拼命追逐着那快感，心脏在胸腔里狂跳，汗水顺着脊背不断滑落。

“Harder!”  “再用力点！”

He didn’t know how he could fuck Seonghwa any harder than this but somehow he managed to do it, feeling the sting of the impact on all the places where his skin slapped against his boyfriend’s.
他不知道还能怎么更狠地操弄成华，可不知怎的，他竟做到了。每一次撞击都让两人肌肤相贴的地方火辣辣地发烫。

He could distantly hear the other man’s whines getting higher as he pleaded for more and praised Hongjoong.
他隐约听见另一个男人带着哭腔的呻吟越来越高，一边哀求着更多，一边赞美着洪俊。

“Oh God, I’m so close.”
天啊，我快到了。

Hongjoong leaned over and grabbed his boyfriend’s dick, jerking him off the best he could while maintaining his current pace. It didn’t take long for Seonghwa to come after that, pushing back against him as he came all over his fist with a choked sob, and he slowed down his own hips to avoid driving him into overstimulation.
洪中俯身握住男友的阴茎，在保持当前节奏的同时尽力帮他撸动。没过多久，成华就高潮了，他向后抵着洪中，精液溅满拳头时发出压抑的啜泣。洪中放慢了腰部的动作，避免让他过度刺激。

“Don’t stop, please,” his boyfriend said with a whine.
“别停，求你了。”他男朋友带着撒娇的鼻音哼道。

He let go of Seonghwa’s dick and moved back to have more range of motion before thrusting back into him, making the other man scream.
他松开成华的阴茎，向后撤了撤以获得更大的活动空间，随后猛地再次顶入，引得对方尖叫出声。

“Harder.”  “再用力点。”

Hongjoong swallowed and complied, going back to the same rough pace he had going before. His mind had shut down once again as he felt his orgasm approaching quickly, closing his eyes as he could hear himself moaning loudly under the high pitched whines coming from Seonghwa.
洪准喉咙滚动，顺从地恢复了之前粗暴的节奏。高潮来得又快又急，他感觉自己的大脑再次宕机，闭眼时能听见自己在成华高亢的呜咽声中发出响亮呻吟。

His boyfriend was thrashing around under him, hips moving back against him to deepen the thrusts just to move away in overstimulation seconds later. He was still jerking his own dick too, sobbing into his arm as his whole body trembled.
他的男友在他身下扭动挣扎，臀部时而迎合他的深入，时而又因过度刺激而退缩。他仍握着自己的性器套弄，手臂间传出呜咽，整个身体都在颤抖。

Hongjoong’s own hips started to move erratically as he got pushed over the edge, fingers digging into Seonghwa’s hips as splashes of white showed up behind his closed eyelids and his toes curled in pleasure. It felt like every spurt of cum sent a tingly wave through his body and he kept thrusting slowly but deeply as he came for what felt like a really long time.
洪准的腰肢开始失控地摆动，被快感推至巅峰时，他紧闭的眼睑后炸开一片白光，脚趾在极乐中蜷缩，手指深深掐进星和的胯骨。每波精液喷涌都像带着电流窜过脊椎，他持续着缓慢而深入的顶弄，高潮绵长得仿佛没有尽头。

He almost felt like he had blacked out for a moment before he came back to find himself resting his weight on Seonghwa’s back and quickly moved away, carefully pulling his dick out and watching with fascination as a mix of cum and lube dripped down the moment he did.
他几乎觉得自己有那么一瞬间失去了意识，回过神来时才发现自己正压在星华背上。他慌忙退开，小心翼翼地抽出那根东西，着迷地看着混合着精液与润滑液的液体在抽离瞬间滴落下来。

“Fuck.”  “操。”

Hongjoong was pretty sure they had both said that at the same time but he didn’t even have the brain capacity to think about that as he fell heavily next to Seonghwa, who also ended up collapsing to the ground with a groan straight after.
洪准几乎可以确定他俩是同时喊出声的，但他现在连思考的余力都没有，整个人重重摔在星和身旁。后者紧接着也闷哼着瘫倒在地，衣料摩擦间带起一阵温热的气流。

They both stayed in silence and with their eyes closed as they tried to recover, giggling the moment they made eye contact after.
两人都闭着眼沉默地躺着，试图恢复体力，却在视线相触的瞬间忍不住笑出声来。

“That was…wow”  "这感觉...绝了"

Seonghwa pushed his pink hair off his forehead. “I came a second time while you were fucking me.”
成华将粉色的头发从额前拨开。“你操我的时候，我又射了一次。”

Hongjoong lifted his head, eyes wide. “Wait, really?!”
洪俊猛地抬起头，眼睛瞪得溜圆。"等等，真的假的？！"

His boyfriend laughed and nodded. “Your dick kept rubbing my prostate and it was too much for me.”
他男友笑着点头道：“你那玩意儿一直蹭我前列腺，我实在受不了了。”

He felt his chest puff out with pride. The first time you had sex with someone wasn’t usually that good since you didn’t know what the other person liked, but he had managed to make come Seonghwa twice without even trying.
他胸膛不自觉地挺起，满是得意。通常第一次和某人上床都不会太尽兴，毕竟摸不清对方的喜好，可他甚至没怎么费力就让成华高潮了两次。

Although, he did know by now what kind of pace and angles his boyfriend preferred thanks to the times they had used the dildo, so it kind of made sense.
不过，他现在确实知道男友喜欢的节奏和角度了——毕竟他们之前用过假阳具，所以这倒也说得通。

Thank you, Clone-A-willy.
谢了，克隆鸡巴套。

“I think you actually fucked my brains out,” Hongjoong replied. “I don’t remember the last time I came that hard, if ever.”
“我觉得你真把我操得神志不清了，”洪俊嘟囔着，“都不记得上次高潮这么狠是什么时候了，可能压根就没有过。”

Seonghwa smiled, looking as proud as he felt.
成华笑了，脸上写满了骄傲。

They fell back into comfortable silence before he got up with a groan, grabbing a bunch of tissues from the box closeby and moving closer to clean his boyfriend, who stared at him with a fond smile.
他们重新陷入舒适的沉默，直到他低哼一声起身，从旁边的盒子里抽出一叠纸巾，凑近为他擦拭。男友注视着他，嘴角挂着宠溺的微笑。

“Thank you for giving me a chance, even if you’ve never dated a man before,” Seonghwa whispered.
"谢谢你给我这个机会，即使你从没和男人交往过，"成华低声说道。

Hongjoong leaned over to kiss him gently.
洪钟倾身向前，轻轻吻上了他的唇。

“Thank you for being so patient with me.”
“谢谢你对我这么有耐心。”

His boyfriend ended up pushing him back onto the pillows to cuddle against his chest and he couldn’t help but bury his face into the pink hair to inhale the smell of sweat, shampoo and the scent that was pure Seonghwa.
他的男友最终将他推回枕间，整个人压上来紧贴在他胸口。他忍不住将脸埋进那粉发里，深深嗅着汗水的咸涩、洗发水的清香，还有那独属于成华的体息。

“Do you think I can train myself to take your actual dick and the dildo at the same time? It’ll be difficult but I think I can make it.”
"你觉得我能练到同时吃下你真家伙和假玩具吗？虽然有点难，但我觉得我能行。"

Hongjoong blinked a few times to process the question before bursting into a laugh.
洪俊眨了眨眼，愣了几秒才反应过来，随即噗嗤笑出了声。

“Jesus fucking Christ, Seonghwa!”
“操他妈的，成华！”

If someone had told Hongjoong that he'd be in this exact situation when he decided to randomly and drunkenly clone his dick at 3AM, he’d have thought that person was out of their mind.
要是有人告诉洪俊，他凌晨三点醉醺醺地随便克隆自己老二时会落得这般境地，他绝对会觉得那人疯了。

He never in a million years would have imagined he’d be slowly making out with Park Seonghwa in their messy nest, completely naked and fucked out as they whispered sweet compliments against each other’s lips.
他做梦都没想到，自己会赤裸着身子和朴成浩在凌乱的窝里缠绵。高潮后的身体还泛着红晕，两人唇齿交缠间溢出黏腻的情话，每句夸赞都裹着情欲的吐息。

And yet, he wouldn’t change it for anything.
然而，他绝不会用这一切去交换任何东西。

When in doubt, blame Jung Wooyoung for everything and you’ll be right 98% of the time.
有疑问就怪郑宇荣，98%的情况下你都不会错。

But this time, and only this time, Hongjoong had to admit that he probably wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t because of him and his stupid prank.
但这一次，唯独这一次，洪准不得不承认——要不是因为那家伙和他那该死的恶作剧，自己根本不会沦落到这般境地。

He was never going to say it to his face, though.
不过，他永远都不会当面说出口。