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Isagi woke up with a splitting headache and his ass and lower back completely sore.
Isagi 醒来时头痛欲裂，屁股和腰背酸痛不已。
He cursed, knowing that he had practice later in the afternoon, and mentally prepared for his coach’s anger when he didn’t perform his best today. The only lucky thing was that the tournament didn’t start for a few more days, giving him time to rest.
他咒骂着，知道下午还有训练，心里准备着教练看到他今天表现不佳时的怒火。唯一幸运的是，比赛还要过几天才开始，他还有时间休息。
No thanks to Rin.
都怪Rin。
He slowly opened his eyes, blinking the sleep away, to see the offending man sleeping soundlessly like nothing ever happened.
He
wasn’t the one with the sore ass.
He
wasn’t the one that had to suffer every time he took a seat and had to hide it amongst his peers.
他缓缓睁开眼睛，眨去睡意，看到那个惹事的男人正无声无息地熟睡着，仿佛什么都没发生过。他不是那个屁股酸痛的人。他不是每次坐下时都要在同伴中掩饰痛苦的那个人。
But Isagi couldn’t stay mad.
但Isagi无法一直生气。
He wasn’t sure what time it was but based on how it wasn’t fully bright outside, it was still early. Rin was so peaceful as he slept, the only time he didn’t have a permanent scowl on his face. His muscles were completely relaxed, mouth slightly opened. His long eyelashes contrasted with his pale skin, making him prettier than he should be.
他不确定现在是什么时间，但根据外面还未完全亮起来的天色，时间还早。Rin睡得如此安详，这是他脸上没有永久皱眉的唯一时刻。他的肌肉完全放松，嘴巴微微张开。他长长的睫毛与苍白的皮肤形成鲜明对比，使他看起来比应有的更美。
It was obvious to everyone that Rin was considered a pretty boy. Isagi had seen the audience members of Intra Milano on TV and in person and saw that a large majority of them were girls, holding up signs that had hearts all over with Rin’s name in the centre. They screamed so much when Rin scores a goal and after Rin appears on TV – not even doing an interview, but
appears
– he instantly becomes an SNS trending topic.
显而易见，Rin被视为一个美男子。Isagi曾在电视上和现实中见过米兰国际的观众，发现其中绝大多数是女孩，她们举着写满心形图案的牌子，中央是Rin的名字。每当Rin进球，或者Rin出现在电视上——即使只是露个脸，并未接受采访——他立刻成为社交媒体上的热门话题，尖叫声此起彼伏。
And now this man, one of the most coveted men in the European circuit, was sleeping next to his rival.
而现在，这位欧洲赛场上最炙手可热的男人之一，正睡在他的对手身旁。
The media would be in a frenzy over this.
媒体对此必定会疯狂报道。
But at that moment, Isagi didn’t care.
但那一刻，Isagi并不在意。
He adjusted himself so he could rest his head in the crook of Rin’s neck, inhaling his natural musk. It had been months since they last saw each other and it was
exactly
how he expected to spend their first day after seeing each other. Although they knew their brains fit together perfectly, neither had suspected their bodies to be just as compatible.
他调整姿势，将头靠在Rin的颈窝，深深吸入他自然的体香。他们已经数月未见，而这就是他预想中重逢第一天的完美度过方式。尽管他们知道彼此的思想契合无间，却未曾料到身体也是如此和谐。
Rin must have felt him move. He inhaled and shifted, the arm around Isagi’s waist tightening. Isagi snickered and looked at Rin’s face again and softly poked his cheek.
Rin一定感觉到了他的动作。他深吸一口气，身体微微挪动，环绕在Isagi腰间的手臂收紧。Isagi轻笑出声，再次看向Rin的脸，温柔地戳了戳他的脸颊。
Damn him for being so good-looking.
该死的，他怎么这么帅。
He watched as Rin slowly blinked awake. He stared at Isagi, confusion evident on his still sleepy face.
他看着Rin缓缓眨眼醒来。他盯着Isagi，困惑明显写在他仍带着睡意的脸上。
Isagi smiled. “Good morning.”
Isagi微笑道：“早上好。”
Something warmed up his chest as he saw Rin’s beautiful irises. His eyes travelled down his face to his straight nose, to the cupid’s bow of his lips down to the lips themselves.
当他看到Rin那双美丽的虹膜时，心中涌起一股暖意。他的目光顺着那张脸往下游走，经过挺直的鼻梁，落在那如爱神之弓般的唇线上，最终定格在那双唇上。
They were still slightly parted as Rin slightly wet them, tongue sticking out just slightly before going back in. Isagi wanted to follow them, knowing exactly how they felt against his neck, his chest, his thighs. He could still feel the wet sensation around his body as Rin tried to devour him, hear the sloppy sounds mingled with Isagi’s pants and cries. Those lips and tongue made Isagi hot at the thought of them and he only wondered, just a mere curiosity, what they would be like if they were on his own lips.
Rin微微湿润双唇，舌头稍稍伸出又缩回，唇瓣依旧微张。Isagi渴望追随那感觉，清楚记得它们在自己颈间、胸膛、大腿上的触感。他仍能感受到Rin试图吞噬他时，身体周围湿润的感觉，听到那混杂着Isagi喘息与呻吟的啧啧声。想到那双唇和舌头，Isagi不禁感到燥热，心中仅存一丝好奇，若它们落在自己唇上会是何种滋味。
But that was a line neither of them were willing to cross.
但那是一条他们都不愿逾越的界限。
Isagi sat up and felt Rin let go of him now that he was somewhat functioning. He denied the feeling of disappointment in his stomach but merely shrugged it off as he slowly got out of the bed. His legs were shaky, still getting used to the pain but he persisted on, knowing he had to take a shower to clean off the sticky mess on his stomach.
Isagi 坐起身来，感觉到 Rin 在他稍微恢复意识后松开了他。他否认了胃里那股失望的感觉，只是耸耸肩，慢慢下了床。他的腿还在颤抖，仍在适应疼痛，但他坚持着，知道他需要洗个澡来清理肚子上黏糊糊的污渍。
He made it to the dresser, passing by a tied condom on the ground, missing the trashcan. He slid one of the compartments open, finding the spare clothes he had left there before and trudged over to the washroom. When he turned on the light, he nearly jumped when he saw his reflection in the mirror.
他走到梳妆台前，经过地上一个没扔进垃圾桶的系好的避孕套。他拉开其中一个抽屉，找到了之前留下的备用衣服，拖着脚步走向浴室。当他打开灯时，看到镜子里的自己，差点跳了起来。
He knew that Rin had a habit of biting him and leaving bruises but it almost seemed like the entirety of his shoulders were black and blue. His chest had various bites around them, the darkest of the markings around his nipples, but the one on his neck was enormous and stood out way too much.
他知道 Rin 有咬他并留下淤青的习惯，但他的肩膀几乎全都是青一块紫一块的。他的胸口周围有各种咬痕，乳头周围的痕迹最深，但脖子上的那个咬痕巨大无比，显得格外突出。
“Fucking hell,” Isagi covered the one on his neck, trying to imagine a bandage there. They had agreed when they started this situationship between them that they were
not
to leave any evidence where people could easily see them. It was easy for them to hide them under their clothes or uniform but anywhere else was off-limits.
“该死的，”Isagi捂住脖子上的那个，试图想象那里贴着绷带。他们开始这段关系时曾约定，不能在人们容易看到的地方留下任何痕迹。他们可以轻松地将这些痕迹藏在衣服或制服下，但其他地方是禁区。
It was
supposed
to be.
原本应该是这样的。
Isagi was ticked that Rin went against that. He
knew
he couldn’t hide it from his teammates. They all saw Isagi’s body after he met Rin and ribbed him all the time for it. But that was between them and he wasn’t the only one that came back with marks. With it showing on his neck, others would start questioning; the
media
would start questioning. He didn’t need any fucking scandals or problems but Rin was going to be the reason for
both.
Isagi对Rin违反这一点感到恼火。他知道无法向队友隐瞒。他们都见过Isagi在与Rin见面后身上的痕迹，并经常因此取笑他。但这只是他们之间的事，而且他并不是唯一带着痕迹回来的人。现在痕迹出现在脖子上，其他人会开始质疑；媒体也会开始质疑。他不需要任何该死的丑闻或麻烦，但Rin将成为这两者的导火索。
‘I’m going to murder him.’
Isagi thought. He flinched when he rubbed the bite on his neck as if it would help but all he did was rub off some of the dried blood. ‘After I recover.’
‘我要宰了他。’ Isagi 心想。他揉了揉脖子上的咬痕，仿佛这样会有所帮助，但结果只是擦掉了一些干涸的血迹。‘等我恢复了再说。’
He put in the plug in the bathtub and started to fill it up. It was absolutely tiny compared to a Japanese-style one but it was a sacrifice he had to take. It seemed like Rin didn’t care, but he purposely ordered a bathtub when he moved in there and had it installed as soon as possible. He said it had something to do with health even though he could have gotten a smaller one, not one that could easily fit two lanky soccer players.
他插上浴缸的塞子，开始放水。与日式浴缸相比，它绝对小得可怜，但这是他不得不做出的牺牲。似乎 Rin 并不在意，但他特意在搬进去时订购了一个浴缸，并尽快安装好。他声称这与健康有关，尽管他本可以选择一个更小的，而不是一个能轻松容纳两个瘦高足球运动员的浴缸。
Isagi didn’t plan on a long shower so he would be able to stop the bathtub without it overflowing once he got out. The hot water came down and he could feel the sweat being wiped away along with the semen Rin didn’t bother cleaning. Not that he ever did so but couldn’t Rin do it just
once?
Every time they finished, Isagi was dead tired and nearly blacked out because Rin’s energy levels were sometimes too much.
Isagi 没打算洗太久，这样他就能在出来时及时停住浴缸，防止水溢出。热水倾泻而下，他能感觉到汗水被冲走，连同Rin懒得清理的精液。不是说他平时会这么做，但Rin就不能偶尔一次吗？每次完事后，Isagi都筋疲力尽，几乎要昏过去，因为Rin的精力有时太过旺盛。
But then again, Isagi was probably expecting too much from what their relationship was.
但话说回来，Isagi或许对他们关系的期望过高了。
He had finished shampooing and using the soap, prepared to get out of the shower when he heard the door open. Rin had entered with his clothes in his hands, placing it on the counter, before entering the shower behind Isagi.
他已经洗完了头发和身体，正准备走出淋浴间，这时他听到了门打开的声音。Rin手里拿着衣服走了进来，把衣服放在了台子上，然后跟着Isagi进了淋浴间。
If the bathtub was absolutely tiny, the shower was miniscule in comparison. As soon as he stepped in, Isagi could feel Rin’s body heat on him, his chest against his back as he reached over for the shampoo, completely ignoring him there.
如果说浴缸已经很小了，那么淋浴间相比之下更是小得可怜。他一踏进去，Isagi就能感受到Rin的身体热度，他的胸膛贴在他的背上，伸手去拿洗发水，完全无视了他的存在。
“Rin.” Isagi said calmly though his heart was anything but. He swallowed, trying to muster up the nerve. “It’s too small here.”
“Rin.” Isagi平静地说道，尽管他的内心远非如此。他咽了咽口水，试图鼓起勇气。“这里太小了。”
Rin didn’t say anything. He returned the shampoo bottle, his arm brushing against Isagi’s shoulder as he did so. A few minutes later, he reached for the bar of soap, repeating the motion again.
Rin 什么也没说。他把洗发水瓶子放回原处，手臂不经意间擦过 Isagi 的肩膀。几分钟后，他伸手去拿肥皂，再次重复了这个动作。
The hot shower suddenly felt hotter.
热水澡突然感觉更热了。
Isagi had to leave before anything else happened. He already was in pain and didn’t need to be unable to walk when he had practice later. However, when he turned so he could try to slip pass Rin, he was completely blocking the way. Of course, the shower was small and they
were
two tall soccer players.
Isagi 不得不在事情变得更糟之前离开。他已经在疼痛中，不想在之后的训练中无法行走。然而，当他转身试图悄悄绕过Rin时，却发现完全挡住了去路。当然，淋浴间很小，而他们又是两个高大的足球运动员。
“Let me through,” Isagi said, looking up at Rin, instantly regretting it.
“让我过去，”Isagi说道，抬头看着Rin，立刻感到后悔。
Rin was looking down at him, his bangs covering his eye completely with the other just
staring
at him as if observing him, analyzing him.
Rin低头看着他，刘海完全遮住了眼睛，另一只眼睛则像是在观察、分析他一样盯着他。
Preying on him. 觊觎他。
Isagi’s chest shivered, a familiar sense of anticipation threatening to explode. If this continued, he wasn’t sure when they would stop. When he was with Rin like this, all sense of rationality completely vanished, emptying his head to drown in endless pleasure. Every touch, every look,
every breath,
and Rin was able to induce a feeling Isagi never felt with anyone else.
Isagi的胸膛微微颤抖，一股熟悉的期待感几欲爆发。如果这样继续下去，他不确定何时才会停止。与Rin如此相处时，所有的理性都荡然无存，脑海一片空白，沉溺于无尽的欢愉之中。每一次触碰，每一个眼神，每一声呼吸，Rin都能引发一种Isagi从未在他人身上体验过的感觉。
Instead of moving away, Rin moved closer, his hip pressing against Isagi’s stomach. His arm reached for the wall behind Isagi, forearm pressed against the tile, making Isagi back up against it. He could feel the heat of Rin’s chest near his collarbone, the height making it so Isagi’s was against the the top of his abs. Sensing this, Rin moved in a languid motion so he could rub against Isagi’s nipple.
Rin非但没有退开，反而更贴近了，他的髋部紧贴着Isagi的腹部。他的手臂伸向Isagi身后的墙壁，前臂压在瓷砖上，迫使Isagi后退靠在墙上。他能感受到Rin胸膛的热度贴近他的锁骨，身高差距使得Isagi的胸膛抵在他的腹肌上部。察觉到这一点，Rin以一种慵懒的动作挪动，以便摩擦Isagi的乳头。
Isagi cursed him so much in his head but his body didn’t act like it. He could feel his dick hardening the more Rin’s body came close to his, feeling something hard against his hip. Their faces were mere inches apart, nose brushing against each other but frozen in spot. Isagi’s chest was racing rapidly, unable to take the anticipation anymore. He reached up, placing his hand on the back of Rin’s head to pull him down—
Isagi 在心里咒骂不已，但身体却毫不配合。随着Rin的身体越来越靠近，他能感觉到自己的下体逐渐硬挺，感受到对方胯部传来的坚硬触感。两人的脸庞仅相隔几英寸，鼻尖轻触却僵持不动。Isagi的胸膛急速起伏，再也无法忍受这股期待。他伸出手，将手掌放在Rin的后脑勺上，用力拉近——
But stopped. 但停住了。
It was a line that neither of them had ever crossed despite how much they’ve done with each other. Both of them
knew
that they shouldn’t do so, reading the other so well, knowing not only the other’s moves but what they thought.
这是一条他们从未逾越的界限，尽管他们彼此间已做过许多。两人都清楚不该如此，对彼此了如指掌，不仅了解对方的举动，更洞悉其心思。
Their bodies were compatible. That’s all there was.
他们的身体是契合的。仅此而已。
To Isagi, a kiss would signify something deeper, something with meaning. What they had was meaningless in the overview of things.
对Isagi来说，一个吻意味着更深层的意义，蕴含着某种情感。而他们之间的一切，在宏观视角下却是毫无意义的。
It was all about release. Tension, stress, frustration; all of it was resolved when their bodies joined together and that was that. They didn’t need to see each other for a few more months after that because they felt so relieved. It was the easiest thing they could’ve done and hadn’t had anything deeper than that.
一切都是为了释放。紧张、压力、挫败感；当他们的身体结合在一起时，这一切都得到了化解，仅此而已。在那之后，他们不需要再见面几个月，因为他们感到如此解脱。这是他们能做的最简单的事，而且并没有比这更深的东西。
But for some reason, pulling away at that moment became the hardest thing Isagi had to do.
但不知为何，那一刻抽身离去成了Isagi最难做到的事。
He looked away, not sure if the heat in his face was due to the shower or something else, and opened the door to the shower and walked to the bathtub to turn off the faucet. He heard the shower turn off and turned to see Rin coming out and follow him to the tub.
他移开视线，不确定脸上的热度是因为淋浴还是其他原因，然后打开淋浴间的门，走向浴缸关掉水龙头。他听到淋浴声停止，转身看到Rin走出来，跟着他来到浴缸旁。
Rin got in first. He grabbed Isagi’s arm so he didn’t fall over as he got in, a bemused expression in his eyes that he barely noticed. Tugging Isagi down, he settled himself between Rin’s legs.
Rin 率先上了车。他抓住Isagi的手臂，以防他上车时摔倒，眼中闪过一丝困惑，他自己几乎未曾察觉。他拉下Isagi，然后安坐在Rin的双腿之间。
The bathtub was big enough to hold both of them but just barely and it was a snug fit. Although Isagi had broken the tension by leaving the shower, a new one arose as his back was now pressed against Rin’s chest, his legs surrounding him, and watched as his arms hung off the ledge.
浴缸足够容纳他们两人，但只是勉强够用，显得十分紧凑。尽管Isagi通过离开淋浴间打破了紧张气氛，但随着他的背部紧贴着Rin的胸膛，双腿环绕着他，手臂垂在浴缸边缘，新的紧张感又悄然升起。
He could feel Rin’s breath in his ear and the slight rise and fall of his chest as he breathed; steady, unchanging, exactly like he expected. Isagi fitted his head against Rin’s neck and under his chin, closing his eyes as they sat in silence, only the residual drips of water from the shower could be heard echoing in the washroom.
他能感觉到Rin在他耳边的呼吸，以及随着呼吸轻微起伏的胸膛；平稳、不变，正如他所预料的那样。Isagi将头靠在Rin的颈侧和下巴下，闭上眼睛，两人静静地坐着，只有浴室里残留的淋浴水滴声在回响。
Rin didn’t move to do anything suspicious and Isagi could feel the anticipation in his belly finally fade. Not that he didn’t
want
to do anything, rather, he had a schedule to deal with and Rin knew that. Neither one of them made sure to never get in the way of their games so never went that far with each other the night before.
Rin没有做出任何可疑举动，Isagi能感觉到腹中的期待感终于消退。并非他不想做些什么，而是他有安排要处理，Rin也明白这一点。两人都心照不宣地避免在比赛前夜妨碍对方，因此从未在赛前有过过火的行为。
Yesterday was a rare exception and if Isagi was fair, they only had practice for now. This was the last chance before they went through the month with the Championship. Both of them were busy until it was over.
昨天是个罕见的例外，如果Isagi公平的话，他们目前只有练习。这是他们在冠军赛前一个月的最后一次机会。两人都忙得不可开交，直到比赛结束。
The finals felt so far away and even so, the break was so short. Isagi loved the life he currently had, always focusing on the next play, the next opponents, and the next games. His mind was always going off, trying to outsmart the next player.
决赛似乎遥不可及，即便如此，休息时间也如此短暂。Isagi 热爱他目前的生活，总是专注于下一场比赛、下一个对手和接下来的比赛。他的思维总是活跃，试图智胜下一位选手。
But moments like these were nice. Times where he could just lean back and relax, the tension in his body disappearing when he never realized it existed. These short moments where he could just lounge and not think of anything.
但这样的时刻很美好。那些他可以只是靠后放松的时光，身体里的紧张感在他未曾察觉时消散。这些短暂的片刻，他可以只是闲散地待着，什么都不去想。
Except Rin. 除了Rin。
Isagi reached out for one of Rin’s hands, placing it in front of him. Compared to Isagi’s the fingers were longer, thicker, and that made him annoyed. He was older than Rin yet he was taller, having grown up to 190cm since Blue Lock while Isagi barely scraped by another 2cm. He was bigger and wider and more muscular and Isagi didn’t think he was so small! Just Rin had to be bigger in every aspect.
Isagi 伸出手，握住了 Rin 的一只手，将其置于自己面前。与 Isagi 的手指相比，他的手指更长、更粗，这让他感到恼火。尽管他比 Rin 年长，但他的身高却更高，自从进入蓝色监狱以来，他已经长到了 190 厘米，而 Isagi 仅仅勉强增加了 2 厘米。他的体型更大、更宽、肌肉更发达，而 Isagi 并不觉得自己那么小！偏偏 Rin 在各方面都要更大。
Even down there. 即使在下面。
He pushed away such thoughts before he got himself in trouble, focusing on Rin’s hands. He traced the calloused fingers, his imagination running wild when he remembered them gripping his legs and hips, the bite marks not the only bruises on his body. He felt himself turn red, his body remembering how those fingers felt inside him, moving in and out without a care, twisting and bending inside and when it became too much for Isagi, Rin wouldn’t relent as if enjoying seeing him crying desperately for more.
他赶在自找麻烦之前摒弃了这些念头，专注于Rin的双手。他轻抚着那粗糙的手指，脑海中浮现出它们紧握自己双腿和腰部的画面，咬痕并非他身上唯一的瘀伤。他感到脸颊发烫，身体回忆起那些手指在他体内进出的感觉，肆无忌惮地扭动弯曲，直到Isagi难以承受，Rin却毫不退让，仿佛享受着他绝望地哭喊着求更多的样子。
Rin was a sadist in all respects and Isagi was just his (un)willing victim.
Rin 是个彻头彻尾的施虐狂，而 Isagi 只是他（不）情愿的受害者。
He placed his palm against Rin’s, still slightly miffed that it was wider than his. His fingers relaxed, slotting between Rin’s, grasping his hand. Wordlessly, Rin did the same and Isagi took his time just staring at the details of his hand as if he planned to draw it. It was just so unfair that even Rin’s hands were beautiful to look at. The only thing Isagi had on him was a better personality.
他将手掌贴在Rin的手上，仍有些不悦地发现自己的手比对方的小。他的手指放松下来，嵌入Rin的指间，握住了他的手。Rin默默地做了同样的动作，而Isagi则慢悠悠地盯着他的手，仿佛打算将其画下来。真是太不公平了，就连Rin的手也那么好看。Isagi唯一胜过他的，就是性格更好。
Isagi sat there and soaked, their hands still interlaced together as time passed by. He didn’t know how long they stayed like that wordlessly but it was starting to get brighter outside. His head was groggy, almost falling asleep from how comfortable it was, the heat seeping through his head and muddling with his mind.
Isagi 坐在那里，任由时间流逝，双手依旧紧紧相扣。他不知道他们这样无言地待了多久，但外面的天色开始变亮了。他的头昏昏沉沉，几乎因为太过舒适而快要睡着，热量渗透进他的头脑，让思绪变得混乱。
At one point, Rin’s free hand dropped inside the tub, travelling to Isagi’s stomach then to his hip. It went further down to his crotch until the fingers touched his penis lightly, a small shockwave coursing through his body. Rin moved slightly from behind him and suddenly, Isagi could feel his teeth on his neck once more.
在某一刻，Rin 的另一只手滑入浴缸，游移到 Isagi 的腹部，然后是他的臀部。手指继续向下，直到轻轻触碰到他的阴茎，一阵微弱的电流贯穿全身。Rin 在他身后微微动了动，突然间，Isagi 再次感觉到牙齿抵在了他的脖颈上。
Was this bastard really asking for another round? Now that he had Isagi practically trapped in front of him in a comfortable daze, he thought he could get away with hurting his ass more?
这家伙真要再来一轮？现在他让Isagi几乎在他面前舒适地迷糊着，就以为可以肆无忌惮地再伤他的屁股？
Like hell Isagi was going to let him.
像地狱一样，Isagi绝不会让他得逞。
He released Rin’s hand, causing him to pause for a moment. He moved his hand from his penis then turned around, his body half facing Rin. Isagi reached up, draping his arms around Rin’s shoulders, pulling himself up so their bare chests pressed together and got on his knees. With his legs, he pushed Rin’s thighs inwards so he was straddling him, Isagi’s dick brushing against Rin’s stomach while Rin’s was nestled between his buttcheeks.
他松开了Rin的手，让他顿了一下。他把手从自己的阴茎上移开，然后转过身来，身体半对着Rin。Isagi伸出手，将双臂搭在Rin的肩膀上，将自己拉起来，使他们的赤裸胸膛紧贴在一起，然后跪了下来。他用双腿将Rin的大腿向内推，使自己跨坐在他身上，Isagi的阴茎轻触Rin的腹部，而Rin的则藏在他的臀沟之间。
Isagi ignored how hard Rin seemed to be already. He also ignored how his own dick rubbed against Rin’s abs, the friction even in the water was driving him crazy. He just wanted to focus on Rin’s face, though remaining impassive, his eyes showed such lust, clearly unsatiated. Isagi inhaled, resisting the temptation to go further.
Isagi 无视了Rin 似乎已经多么努力。他也忽略了与Rin 腹肌摩擦的快感，即便在水中，那摩擦力也让他几近疯狂。他只想专注于Rin 的脸，尽管面无表情，但眼中流露出的欲望显而易见，显然未得到满足。Isagi 深吸一口气，强忍着进一步的冲动。
He cupped Rin’s face in his hands, fingers outlining his jaw to his lips. He looked down at them again, watching as they parted slightly, allowing Isagi to trace the inside, the tip of Rin’s tongue flicking to get a taste.
他双手捧起Rin的脸庞，指尖从下巴轻抚至唇边。他再次低头凝视，见那双唇微微分开，任由Isagi探入其中，Rin的舌尖轻巧地一舔，品味着那份滋味。
Rin was able to get more than a taste of Isagi but Isagi wondered what Rin tasted like.
Rin 得以品尝到 Isagi 的滋味，但 Isagi 却好奇 Rin 的味道如何。
Isagi leaned forward, his hand going to Rin’s cheek again. Their noses touched, breaths becoming intermingled, lips almost grazing together.
Isagi 向前倾身，手再次抚上 Rin 的脸颊。他们的鼻尖相触，呼吸交织，双唇几乎要贴在一起。
But something nagged inside of him. It was a small, niggling feeling, telling him he shouldn’t do it. It wasn’t right.
但内心深处有某种东西在困扰着他。那是一种微小而持续的感觉，告诉他不应该这么做。这不对劲。
It was beyond what they should do.
这超出了他们应做的范围。
Nevertheless, something pulled him in.
然而，某种力量吸引着他。
He caressed Rin’s face, letting his palms and fingers massage his skin. Rin’s once annoyed eyes softened slightly, eyes lulling as if falling asleep again. Isagi smiled, trying not to laugh at how at that moment, Rin almost seemed like a dog enjoying a scratching on his belly.
他轻抚着Rin的脸庞，手掌和手指轻轻按摩着他的肌肤。Rin原本恼怒的眼神稍稍柔和，眼皮微垂，仿佛又要入睡。Isagi微笑着，努力不让自己笑出声来，因为那一刻，Rin几乎像是一只享受着肚皮挠痒的狗。
His thumbs brushed against Rin’s lower lip once more, his body unable to control itself anymore. Isagi leaned forward until he felt his lips meeting Rin’s.
他的拇指再次轻拂过Rin的下唇，身体已无法再控制自己。Isagi倾身向前，直到感受到自己的唇与Rin的相触。
It was brief, chaste. Isagi was unsure if that’s how a kiss was supposed to be. There was no burning passion as they tried to devour each other; no tongue fighting to taste each other; they were just lips pressed for the briefest moment before he pulled back.
那是一个短暂而纯洁的吻。Isagi不确定接吻是否就该如此。没有炽热的激情试图吞噬对方；没有舌头争相品尝彼此；只是双唇短暂相贴，随后他便退了回来。
Rin was never one to hide his emotions from Isagi because of the fact that he was always angry or annoyed with him. In the past few years, as they continued this unknown relationship of theirs, there had been a look in his eyes that always made Isagi squirm. Deep in his belly, something boiled and bubbled, the heat going straight through his veins, affecting not just the colour of his skin, but the hardness of his dick.
Rin从不因自己总是对Isagi生气或恼怒而掩饰情感。过去几年里，随着他们这段不明不白的关系继续，他眼中总有一种神情让Isagi感到不安。深腹中，某种东西沸腾翻滚，热量直穿血管，不仅影响了肤色的变化，还有那坚硬的下体。
As well as a spark in his chest.
胸中亦燃起一丝火花。
And at that moment, Rin gave him that same look.
就在那一刻，Rin 给了他同样的眼神。
Isagi felt a sense of delight at the sight.
Isagi 看到这一幕感到一阵欣喜。
Was this how Rin felt every time he left a mark on him? Knowing that
he
was the one that imprinted on him like that?
He
was the only one that had scarred Isagi’s skin and no one else?
每次Rin在他身上留下痕迹时，是否都是这种感觉？知道自己是那个在他身上留下印记的人？他是唯一一个在Isagi皮肤上留下伤痕的人，没有其他人吗？
Isagi wanted to do more.
Isagi 想要做更多。
He wanted to kiss him again, this time, harder with more vigour. He wanted to continue to kiss his lips, his face, his body, and kiss everywhere he could. He wanted to use his lips like that to claim Rin, the feeling of his lips on Rin’s would let him know that he couldn’t feel that with anyone else.
他想要再次吻他，这次更用力、更有激情。他想继续亲吻他的唇、他的脸、他的身体，亲吻他能触及的每一处。他想用这样的吻来宣示对Rin的主权，那种唇与Rin相触的感觉会让他明白，这种感觉是独一无二的，无人能替代。
More importantly, he wanted Rin to reciprocate. He wanted to push Rin to respond back, returning it and expressing the need for more, that Isagi wasn’t the only one that wanted to kiss so deeply that they had an invisible imprint on each other that no one else could override.
更重要的是，他希望Rin能回应。他想逼迫Rin回应，回吻并表达对更多的渴望，证明Isagi并非唯一一个渴望深吻到彼此留下不可磨灭印记的人，这种印记无人能覆盖。
He wanted to mark Rin and vice versa, inside and out.
他想在Rin身上留下印记，反之亦然，内外皆然。