Armin steps in the open door after Historia allows it. The scene takes him by surprise, although Ymir told him about Historias new responsibilities, it was still hard to believe she is actually participating in the reign rather than…
Armin 在 Historia 允许后踏入了敞开的大门。这一幕让他大吃一惊，尽管 Ymir 告诉了他 Historias 的新职责，但仍然很难相信她实际上是在参与统治，而不是......

Armin takes a deep breath.
Armin 深吸一口气。
Historia doesn’t budge. She’s between large piles of books and angrily scraping on a piece of paper, then making it into a ball and throwing it away. Armin watches it with fascination. So she is actually capable of it.
Historia 没有让步。她在一大堆书之间，愤怒地刮擦一张纸，然后把它弄成一个球扔掉。Armin 着迷地看着它。所以她实际上有能力。
“What?” she hums, not taking her head off of the reports and notes.
“什么？” 她哼着，没有把头从报告和笔记上移开。
Armin closes the door and leans against it, his back to the door and making sure it’s locked. He stares at Historia and takes in all that she’s doing. He’s never seen her behind a table and doing queenly duties before, so why is she so concerned now that she’s just a princess.
Armin关上门，靠在门上，背对着门，确保门是锁着的。他盯着 Historia 并欣赏她所做的一切。他以前从未见过她坐在桌子后面，履行女王的职责，所以为什么她现在如此担心，因为她只是一个公主。

Maybe it’s Ymir’s influence? Maybe it’s Dina’s? Only founder Ymir herself knows, Deep down, Armin is happy she’s at least taking some responsibility now instead of spending all her time at the orphanage.
也许是 Ymir 的影响？也许是 Dina 的？只有创始人 Ymir 自己知道，在内心深处，Armin 很高兴她现在至少承担了一些责任，而不是把所有时间都花在孤儿院。
“If you’re good enough to walk around, I’ll gladly give all your responsibilities back to you.” she says, then raises her head to meet Armin’s eyes for the first time. “Do you even remember what your job was?”
“如果你能四处走动，我很乐意把你所有的责任都交还给你。”她说，然后抬起头，第一次与Armin的眼睛相遇。“你还记得你的工作是什么吗？”

Armin doesn’t react. Historia, at least his Historia, knows better than to ask futile questions like this.
Armin 没有反应。Historia，至少是他的 Historia，知道最好不要问这种徒劳的问题。
“Well, I didn’t think so either.” she whispers and her eyes fall back to her work. “Say what you want to say, I need to leave for a meeting with the queen and the court soon, what to come? Maybe it’ll ring a bell.”
“嗯，我也没这么想。”她低声说，她的目光又回到了她的工作上。“说出你想说的话，我很快就要动身去见女王和朝廷了，接下来怎么办？”也许它会敲响警钟。

Armin slowly shakes his head. “I don’t think that’s a good idea. If I really am an important political figure then I need to keep my appearance as such.” he says.
Armin缓缓摇了摇头。“我认为这不是一个好主意。如果我真的是一个重要的政治人物，那么我就需要保持我的外表，“他说。

She hums. “Yeah sure…”  她哼唱着。“是的，当然......”
Armin presses his mouth to a thin line. “I need to ask for a favor.” he says nonchalantly.
Armin把嘴巴压成一条细线。“我需要请你帮个忙。”他漫不经心地说。

“Tell me everything.” Armin says, “from the day we met onwards. You’re the only person who’s words I can trust.”
“告诉我一切。”Armin 说：“从我们见面的那天起。你是我唯一可以信任的人。

Historia tilts her head. “You can ask Eren?”
Historia 歪着头。“你可以问问Eren吗？”
yeah sure. I’m not that desperate .
当然。我没有那么绝望。
The taste of his betrayal is still bitterly fresh under his tongue. Armin still looks at Eren and does not think about all the pain he’s caused and all the friends he’s killed.
他背叛的滋味在他的舌下仍然鲜活。Armin 仍然看着 Eren，不去想他造成的所有痛苦和他杀死的所有朋友。
“We’re not on speaking terms.” he says instead.
“我们没有谈条件，”他反而说。
“Oh really?” She challenges. “Listen, Armin, you need to–” Historia bites back her words and leans forward, her eyes dripping with the venom she wanted to say with her words. “Alright… Sit down.” Historia rests her head against her fist.
“哦，真的吗？”她挑战。“听着，Armin，你得——”Historia忍住了她的话，身体前倾，她的眼睛里滴着她想用话语说出的毒液。“好吧......坐下。Historia 将头靠在拳头上。

Armin does, Her eyes follow him until they’re eye level.
Armin照做了，她的眼睛跟着他，直到与眼睛齐平。
“Fine, I think the first moment that I actually acknowledged you was when…”
“好吧，我想我真正承认你的第一刻是......”

Armin’s mind becomes completely numb as he walks the stone walls of the castle. He covers his mouth and leans against the wall when
当 Armin 走在城堡的石墙上时，他的头脑变得完全麻木。他捂住嘴，靠在墙上
his vision starts to spin.
他的视野开始旋转。
Historias vague recap of events are enough to make Armin wonder…
历史对事件的模糊回顾足以让 Armin 感到疑惑......

All this time, it’s as if Armin knew what was going to happen and stopped it accordingly, or tried to. From Ymirs death to Trost.
一直以来，Armin 就好像知道将要发生什么并相应地阻止它，或者试图阻止它。从 Ymirs 之死到 Trost。

Armin takes a deep breath, rubbing his head against the hard headache pounding in his skull. He rests his forehead against the cold stones and sighs. The pounding doesn’t stop.
Armin深吸一口气，用头蹭着头顶上剧烈的头痛。他把额头靠在冰冷的石头上，叹了口气。敲击声并没有停止。

It’s safe to assume the reason Reiner was the one who broke Trost and the explosion was all an indicator that Armin got rid of berthold too.
可以肯定地假设 Reiner 是打破 Trost 的人，而爆炸的原因是 Armin 也摆脱了 berthold。
insane.  疯。

“Armin… Is something wrong?”
“阿明......有什么问题吗？
Armin muffles a gasp. He straightens his back and nods, turning to face Carla with a smile.
Armin低声喘息。他挺直了背，点了点头，转身微笑着面对Carla。
“Uhm… I’m ok.” Armin says, swallowing hard. His eyes stare open and stunned at her, nothing in this world can make him believe Carla Yeager would just stand here in front of him in one piece.
“嗯......我没事。Armin说，用力咽了咽口水。他睁大眼睛，目瞪口呆地看着她，这个世界上没有什么能让他相信卡拉·耶格尔会就这样完整地站在他面前。

Her eyes turn soft. “I just wanted to make sure you’re coping well with everything.” Carla whispers. “You know you can ask for help if you need something, right?”
她的眼神变得柔和。“我只是想确保你能很好地应对所有事情。”Carla 低声说。“你知道如果你需要什么，你可以寻求帮助，对吧？”

A very disgusted voice in the back of his head disagrees. Like an aching hunger, bone chilling cold, and a desperate feeling Armin can’t quite put. Armin tries to brush the feelings aside, perhaps the
他脑后一个非常厌恶的声音不同意。就像一种痛苦的饥饿，刺骨的寒冷，以及一种Armin无法完全表达的绝望感。Armin 试图把这些感情放在一边，也许是