已是初冬，大学校园里落叶纷纷，校舍肃立，仿佛也沾惹了萧瑟冰冷的气息。正值午后，校园里阳光金黄，树影斑斓。许多年轻学生来来往往，宁静而富有朝气。便见两辆车停在相距五十米左右的停车场边，尹姿淇身着白色皮草，在几名保镖环绕下，娉婷下车——她来接他们吃晚饭。
It was already early winter, and the university campus was full of fallen leaves, and the school building was solemn, as if it was also touched by the cold atmosphere. It's early afternoon, and the campus is full of golden sunshine and colorful tree shadows. Many young students come and go, quiet and vibrant. I saw two cars parked in the parking lot about 50 meters apart, Yin Ziqi was dressed in white fur, surrounded by several bodyguards, Wan Ting got out of the car - she came to pick them up for dinner.

简瑶看到她，笑着说：“姿淇，你来了，靳言去拜访教授，让我们在这里等他会儿。”
When Jian Yao saw her, she smiled and said, "Ziqi, you are here, Jin Yan is going to visit the professor, let us wait for him here for a while." ”

却没想到尹姿淇走过来，第一句话便对简瑶说： “有人想跟你通电话。”
Unexpectedly, Yin Ziqi came over, and said to Jian Yao in the first sentence: "Someone wants to talk to you on the phone."

简瑶微怔，她却微微一笑，看一眼其他人：“我们车上说。”
Jian Yao was slightly stunned, but she smiled slightly and glanced at the others: "We said in the car." ”

简瑶跟尹姿淇回到车上，尹姿淇把一支手机递给她。电话接通了，简瑶吃了一惊——是薄靳言的父亲。
Jian Yao and Yin Ziqi returned to the car, and Yin Ziqi handed her a mobile phone. The phone was connected, and Jian Yao was taken aback - it was Bo Jinyan's father.

“伯父您好。”简瑶客客气气的说。
"Hello uncle." Jian Yao said politely.

电话那头的老人只淡淡答道：“你好。听说，你是靳言的助手？”
The old man on the other end of the phone only replied lightly: "Hello." I heard that you are Jin Yan's assistant? ”

“是的。”稍稍一点紧张后，简瑶的声音恢复柔和平静。
"Yes." After a little nervousness, Jian Yao's voice returned to softness and calmness.

“他做事永远这么没交代——如果不是听姿淇说，还不知道你们回来了。”老人说，“今晚都回家吃饭。”
"He never explained what he did - if it wasn't for Ziqi, I wouldn't have known you were back." The old man said, "Let's all go home and eat tonight." ”

简瑶不由得笑了：“好的，我转告他。”
Jian Yao couldn't help laughing: "Okay, I'll tell him." ”

父子间……还真是很像啊。
Father-son ...... It's really similar.

她专心致志的讲着电话，尹姿淇则拿着包推门下车，走向旁边的一幢白色小建筑，那里一层有公用洗手间。两名保镖跟在她身后。
She was concentrating on the phone, while Yin Ziqi pushed the door with her bag and got out of the car and walked to a small white building next to it, where there was a public toilet on the first floor. Two bodyguards followed her.

简瑶还是第一次与薄靳言的父亲通话，有些突然，但也感到愉悦。听着老人冷淡但是又絮叨的询问她和薄靳言的情况，她忍不住笑了。
It was the first time Jian Yao had spoken to Bo Jinyan's father, a little suddenly, but also pleasant. Listening to the old man's cold but chattering inquiry about her and Bo Jinyan's situation, she couldn't help but laugh.

偶尔抬眸望去，只见相距不远的校舍建筑上，玻璃映着荡漾的光，也不知道薄靳言跟教授谈得怎么样了。
Occasionally looking up, I saw a rippling light reflected in the glass on the school building not far away, and I didn't know how Bo Jinyan talked to the professor.

简瑶正打着电话，眼角余光忽然发觉车外似乎有些异样，人影不断闪动。她抬眸望去，却被眼前的一幕惊呆了：所有人混乱的奔跑着，而就在离车很近的位置，尹姿淇整个人像是被定住了，慢慢倒下来。
Jian Yao was on the phone, and out of the corner of her eye, she suddenly noticed that something seemed to be strange outside the car, and the figure kept flashing. She raised her eyes, but was stunned by the scene in front of her: everyone was running chaotically, and just very close to the car, Yin Ziqi's whole person seemed to be frozen and slowly fell down.

她心头悚然一惊，放下电话刚要推门出去，主驾的门却被拉开，一个男人快速坐了进来，背影高大而修长。
She was frightened, put down the phone and was about to push the door out, but the door of the main driver was opened, and a man quickly sat in, with a tall and slender back.

“你是谁?”
"Who are you?"

“嗯，嗯……”
"Uh-huh, uh-huh......"

……

一切发生的极快，整个过程不超过1分钟。
Everything happens extremely quickly, and the whole process takes no more than 1 minute.

简瑶再次醒来时，首先看到的，是一排金属牢门。而头顶光线炽亮，她身处一间小小的牢房中，她躺在唯一的铁床上。而四肢重若千钧，稍微一动，便叮铃作响——四条长长的锁链，锁住了她。巨大的恐惧如同潮水，瞬间将她吞没。她感觉到全身肌肉，每一寸皮肤，仿佛都开始微微的刺痛。那是因为恐惧，因为即将到来的、几乎可以预见的痛楚和绝望。她的胸中像是被填满了巨石，滞胀、发酸，呼吸也变得微不可闻。
When Jian Yao woke up again, the first thing she saw was a row of metal prison doors. And the light was blazing overhead, and she was in a small cell, and she was lying on the only iron bed. And her limbs weighed as much as a thousand pounds, and when she moved slightly, she jingled—four long chains, which locked her. Great fear engulfed her in an instant. She felt the muscles all over her body, every inch of skin, seem to start to tingle slightly. It was because of fear, because of the imminent, almost predictable pain and despair. Her chest felt like it was filled with boulders, stagnation, soreness, and her breathing became inaudible.

不知过了多久，黑暗里传来轻盈利落的脚步声，还有男人轻轻哼歌的声音，越来越近。他……来了。简瑶闭了闭眼又睁开，一下子坐了起来，脸色执拗如铁，转身望去。
I don't know how long it took, but the sound of light footsteps and the sound of a man humming softly in the darkness got closer and closer. He...... Here it comes. Jian Yao closed her eyes and opened them again, sat up suddenly, her face was as stubborn as iron, and turned to look.

明亮的灯光下，他从黑暗中走来。简单的衬衫西裤，笔直匀称的身躯，乌黑的短发下，是白皙的、光滑的，明显没有半点伪装的清俊脸颊。而那双隽黑澄亮的眼眸，正望着她，弯弯的含着笑意。
In the bright light, he came out of the darkness. Simple shirt and trousers, straight and well-proportioned body, under the short black hair, is fair, smooth, obviously without the slightest camouflage of handsome cheeks. And those dark and clear eyes were looking at her, smiling crookedly.

简瑶心头猛的一震。记忆中某些画面，闪过脑海里。模糊、恍惚、凌乱……然后定格。然后更多的绝望，涌上心头。周遭一片空寂，只有他和她，在这无人知晓的地方，安静相对。
Jian Yao's heart shook violently. Some images in my memory flashed through my mind. Blurry, trance, messy...... Then freeze frame. Then more despair welled up in my heart. There was silence all around, just him and her, in this place where no one knew about it, quiet and relative.

简瑶的目光，终于无可避免的与他对上。可这双眼，与她见过的任何连环变态杀手，都是不同的。
Jian Yao's gaze finally inevitably met him. But these eyes were different from any serial psychopathic killer she had ever seen.

“你……，我见过你，在孙勇血迹斑斑的行刑室里，那个最早到来的“片区警察”，当时你还抬头汇报案件。“
"You ......, I've seen you, in Sun Yong's bloodstained execution room, the first to arrive in the "district police", you were still looking up to report the case. “

简瑶抬眸，看到他笑意更深的双眼。“不对……还有，擦肩而过的路人、我们小区的保安、送快递的小伙子。你，……你是谢晗。”
Jian Yao raised her eyes and saw his eyes smiling deeper. "That's not right...... Also, passers-by, security guards in our community, and young men who deliver couriers. You...... You are Xie Han. ”

“想起来了？”他用近乎柔和的语调问。
"Remembered?" He asked in an almost soft tone.

他真的一直就在他们身边。只是人海茫茫，即使是薄靳言，想找出他也难如登天。
He's really always there for them. It's just that there is a vast sea of people, even if it is Bo Jinyan, it is difficult to find him.

如果她现在能把他的真实相貌，告诉其他人该多好？警方就可以调集监控录像，就能发现他的出入轨迹。他再擅长潜伏伪装，也不可能一直用假面目示人，不可能逃出升天。
Wouldn't it be nice if she could tell the others what he really looked like now? The police can mobilize surveillance footage and find out his entry and exit tracks. No matter how good he is at lurking and camouflage, it is impossible for him to always show his face and escape from the ascension.

可是现在……
But now......

原来她见过他。她见到了他的真容。他不会让她活命了。
It turned out that she had seen him. She saw him for what he really was. He wouldn't let her live.

“嗵——嗵——嗵——”伴随着数声沉闷的声响,成百上千盏灯同时打开。铺天盖地的刺眼光线，令简瑶一下子闭眼,无法适应身处的这个明晃晃的世界。
"Tom-tom-tom-" There were several muffled sounds, and hundreds of lights turned on at the same time. The overwhelming dazzling light rays made Jian Yao close her eyes all of a sudden, unable to adapt to the bright world she was in.

谢晗在不远的地方轻笑起来，声音明快而愉悦,仿佛恶作剧得逞的大男孩。
Xie Han chuckled not far away, his voice bright and pleasant, like a big boy who had succeeded in his prank.

片刻后，简瑶才徐徐睁眼。
After a while, Jian Yao slowly opened her eyes.

谢晗盯着她,缓缓敛了笑意。他迈开笔直的长腿，走到距离牢笼几公分的地方,似乎颇有兴致的望着她。
Xie Han stared at her and smiled slowly. He walked to a few centimeters from the cage with his long straight legs, and seemed to look at her with interest.

“如此令人激动的时刻……简,我多希望能一直看到你脸上甜美的笑容。”他轻声说。
"Such an exciting time...... Jane, I wish I could have seen the sweet smile on your face all the time. He whispered.

“哒—哒—哒—”轻盈的皮鞋声响起，意识恍惚的简瑶却全身一抖，立刻把自己缩成一团，像小动物般依偎在墙角。
"Da-da-da-da-" The sound of light leather shoes sounded, but Jian Yao, who was in a trance, trembled all over, and immediately shrunk herself into a ball and snuggled up in the corner like a small animal.

“怎么不跑了？”谢晗清朗的嗓音在背后响起，“真没意思，前两天你还跑得像只兔子。”
"Why don't you run away?" Xie Han's clear voice sounded behind him, "It's really boring, you ran like a rabbit two days ago." ”

简瑶低下头，看着自己的双手，那上面沾满鲜血，伤痕累累，不复平日白皙柔润的模样。好疼，可她还是紧咬牙关，用双手抱住了头，等待即将到来的鞭挞。
Jian Yao lowered her head and looked at her hands, which were covered with blood and scarred, and they no longer looked white and soft as usual. It hurt, but she still gritted her teeth and held her head with both hands, waiting for the upcoming whipping.

“劈啪——”尖锐有力的声音，仿佛撕破了周遭的空气。然后那熟悉的火辣辣的剧痛，再次狠狠落在她的腰上。
"Crack-" The sharp and powerful voice seemed to tear through the air around it. Then the familiar hot pain fell on her waist again.

简瑶眼前一黑，几欲晕厥，身体里更是翻江倒海的疼，仿佛所有内脏都被这一鞭子抽得挪了位。
Jian Yao's eyes were dark, she almost fainted, and the pain in her body was even more overwhelming, as if all her internal organs had been removed by this whip.

“啊“

这无穷无尽的痛苦，什么时候才是结束？怎样才能结束？
When will this endless suffering end? How can it end?

谢晗走到她跟前，蹲了下来，看着她笑了，“乖一点，简，你一想逃跑，我下手就有点重，你看你这身上到处都是鞭打后的痕迹，都不漂亮了。“
Xie Han walked up to her, squatted down, looked at her and smiled, "Be nice, Jane, as soon as you want to escape, my hand will be a little heavy, you see that your body is full of traces of whipping, and it is not beautiful." “

谢晗一边笑着说话，一边从旁边的铁盘里拿出一支灌有液体的注射器，再转头看着她。简瑶的心倏的彻底冰凉，一只手腕已经被他拿了起来。
Xie Han smiled and spoke, while taking out a syringe filled with liquid from the iron plate next to him, and then turned his head to look at her. Jian Yao's heart was completely cold, and one wrist had already been picked up by him.

男人的手指冰凉无比，他低头望着她纤细的青色血管，将针头扎了进去，缓缓推入。
The man's fingers were cold, and he looked down at her slender cyan veins, plunged the needle in, and slowly pushed it in.

“来，让我们脱离身体的束缚，开始狂欢吧。”
"Come, let's break free from the shackles of our bodies and start partying."

为什么他可以用心理术控制那么多人？其实根本就是利用药物,令人产生幻觉、令人精神恍惚、反应迟缓。
Why can he control so many people with psychomagic? In fact, it is simply the use of drugs to make people hallucinate, make people feel dazed, and slow to react.

她的心跳很快，神经也一跳一跳。这是一种非常不舒服的感觉。然后她的视线就开始变得模糊，耳朵里也嗡嗡的响。周围的一切越来越模糊,浮现很多白色的虚影。原本清晰的记忆和意识,一时仿佛也找不到了，她到底在哪里？
Her heart was beating fast, and her nerves were pounding. It's a very uncomfortable feeling. Then her vision began to blur and her ears buzzed. Everything around is getting blurred and blurred, and a lot of white phantoms are emerging. The original clear memory and consciousness seem to be lost for a while, where is she?

“简，简.”有人在什么地方轻唤她的名字，简瑶挣扎抬头，却只见人影一闪而过。是谢晗？是谁？
"Jane, Jane." Someone whispered her name somewhere, Jian Yao struggled to look up, only to see a figure flashing by. Is it Xie Han? Who is it?

后来她就彻底陷入了迷失。
Then she was completely lost.

全身的伤口都在叫嚣疼痛，但大脑仿佛感受不到，视野和听觉重新变得清晰。她发现自己站在一个遥远而熟悉的房间——样式老旧的组合柜、二十几寸的彩电、红绒沙发。
The wounds all over the body cried out for pain, but the brain seemed to not feel it, and the sense of vision and hearing became clear again. She found herself standing in a distant and familiar room—an old-fashioned cabinet, a color TV in its twenties, and a red velvet sofa.

这是……祖父祖母的家。
This is...... Grandparents' homes.

就在这时，她看到一个男人，背对着她，坐在沙发上。他光~裸着背，背上全是一道道整齐的伤痕。
Just then, she saw a man, with his back to her, sitting on the couch. He was bare~ barebacked, and his back was full of neat scars.

“靳言！”她走过去，搂住了他的腰，“你怎么在这里？”
"Jin Yan!" She walked over and put her arms around his waist, "Why are you here?" ”

薄靳言缓缓倒在她怀里，俊容冰冷，双目紧闭，毫无气息。
Bo Jin Yan slowly fell into her arms, his handsome face was cold, his eyes were closed, and he had no breath.

他死了，薄靳言死了。
He died, Bo Jinyan died.

这个念头涌进脑海，简瑶感觉到眼眶一阵刺痛，脸颊已是一片咸湿。她听到一个沙哑而痛苦的声音：“靳言！啊，靳言，不要离开我！”
This thought rushed into her mind, and Jian Yao felt a tingling pain in her eyes, and her cheeks were already salty. She heard a hoarse and painful voice: "Jin Yan! Ah, Jin Yan, don't leave me! ”

正在她绝望哭泣时，耳边又传来，“写下来。”
As she cried in despair, she heard again, "Write it down." ”

他的嗓音却像是痛苦世界里唯一的天籁，动听而蛊惑，“想结束吗？只要你把感觉写下来。如果不是因为薄靳言，你本来可以做一个普通的、快乐的女孩，有正常人的生活，又怎么会有今天的痛苦？”
His voice was like the only natural sound in the world of pain, beautiful and bewitching, "Do you want to end?" As long as you write down your feelings. If it weren't for Bo Jinyan, you could have been an ordinary, happy girl with a normal life, how could you have today's pain? ”

“难道你不想告诉他吗？你在这里有多痛苦。你已经快受不了，可这只是个开始。”谢晗盯着她苍白的脸，紧咬的下唇，他眼中的笑意越发的深，声音却仿佛跟她同样哀痛，“告诉他，你要离开他。只要跟他没了关系，又怎么会有人折磨你？爱情并不是人生的全部，放弃吧，放弃了一切都会好起来。明天一早，你就会躺在公立医院的病床上，一切都会结束，只需要一封给他的信。”
"Don't you want to tell him? How miserable you are here. You can't take it anymore, but this is just the beginning. Xie Han stared at her pale face, biting his lower lip, the smile in his eyes became deeper and deeper, but his voice seemed to be as sad as hers, "Tell him that you want to leave him." As long as you have nothing to do with him, how can anyone torture you? Love is not the whole of life, give it up, give it up and everything will be fine. Tomorrow morning, you will be lying in a bed in a public hospital, and everything will be over, all you need is a letter to him. ”

简瑶浑浑噩噩抬头，却只看到谢晗模糊而英俊的笑脸。然后手中被塞了一支笔。
Jian Yao looked up in a daze, but only saw Xie Han's vague and handsome smiling face. Then a pen was stuffed in his hand.

简瑶恍恍惚惚看着眼前的纸笔。
Jian Yao looked at the pen and paper in front of her in a trance.

只要写一封信，离开薄靳言，这个人就会放过自己？
As long as you write a letter and leave Bo Jinyan, this person will let himself go?

只需要一封信？
Just need a letter?

纤细的金属笔尖，轻轻划过纸面，已写下两个最痛的字——
The slender metal nib, gently swiped across the paper, has written the two most painful words -

“靳言：”
Jin Yan:"

血肉模糊、关节已有些变形的手指，骤然握紧了笔，停在纸面上方。简瑶无声流泪。
The fingers, whose flesh and blood were blurred and their joints were somewhat deformed, suddenly clenched the pen and stopped above the paper. Jian Yao wept silently.

“怎么不写了？”他的声音依旧柔和，却隐隐透出冷意。
"Why didn't you write it?" His voice was still soft, but there was a faint coldness.

简瑶手指一松，笔滚落在床单上，留下一排狼藉的黑点。而她低下头，埋在自己的臂弯里，心脏部位疼得不能自已。
As soon as Jian Yao's fingers loosened, the pen rolled down the sheets, leaving a row of messy black dots. And she lowered her head and buried herself in the crook of her arm, and her heart hurt uncontrollably.

不，不能写。再难熬再痛苦也不能写。
No, it can't be written. No matter how hard it is, no matter how painful it is, it can't be written.

他在骗她。
He was lying to her.

写下这封痛苦的分手信，他就会立刻杀了她。因为那不是分手信，那是她的遗书，一封毁掉她和薄靳言爱情的遗书——那才是他要的东西，他很清楚怎样才能给薄靳言最沉重的打击，不仅仅是让她死去。
Write this painful breakup letter, and he will kill her immediately. Because it wasn't a breakup letter, it was her suicide note, a suicide note that ruined her love with Bo Jinyan - that was what he wanted, and he knew very well how to give Bo Jinyan the heaviest blow, not just to let her die.

毫无疑问，这份沉默、虚弱却坚定的抗拒，令谢晗的脸色缓缓沉了下来。
There was no doubt that this silent, weak but firm resistance made Xie Han's face slowly sink.

“呵，不写吗……”他轻笑着，那笑声越发令她毛骨悚然。而滞留在她皮肤上的手指，更是缓缓加重了摩挲的力道，带来隐隐的痛感。
"Oh, don't you write......" he chuckled, the laughter making her creepy all the more. And the fingers that were stuck on her skin slowly increased the force of the rubbing, bringing a faint pain.

一份情真意切的遗书、写满女人的所有痛苦折磨悔恨，写满女人对这份爱情的恐惧，才是彻底将薄靳言打入地狱的致命武器。
A sincere suicide note, full of all the pain, torture and remorse of a woman, and full of a woman's fear of this love, is the lethal weapon that completely sends Bo Jinyan to hell.

只可惜这个女人的坚韧，超乎了他的预料之外。都快一星期了，明明24小时意识浑浑噩噩、眼泪也掉个不停，却死活不肯写遗书。谢晗已经快对折磨她这件事失去了兴趣，她固执得让他气愤，但是又令他兴奋又喜爱，甚至都有些舍不得杀她了。
It's a pity that this woman's tenacity is beyond his expectations. It's been almost a week, and I'm in a state of confusion for 24 hours, and my tears are falling non-stop, but I refuse to write a suicide note. Xie Han had almost lost interest in torturing her, and she was so stubborn that she made him angry, but it made him excited and loved, and he was even a little reluctant to kill her.

“那我们换一个方式。”他说，“也许这个时候给勒送一份礼物，是个不错的主意。”
"Then let's do it another way." "Maybe it's a good idea to give Le a gift at this time," he said. ”

两天后，简瑶被囚禁的地下仓库。
Two days later, Jian Yao was imprisoned in an underground warehouse.

灯光不知何时变得昏暗，模糊的视线和疼痛的大脑全是煎熬。简瑶趴在地上，面前是雪白的纸和晃动的笔。
The lights dimmed at some point, blurred vision and aching brains. Jian Yao was lying on the ground, with snow-white paper and a shaking pen in front of her.

多日的连续注射药物，已令简瑶没有一刻是清醒的。
After many days of continuous drug injection, Jian Yao was not awake for a moment.

谢晗蹲在她身旁，如最亲密的朋友，温言细语： “写吧，写下你想对他说的所有话。”谢晗的语气格外温柔，“难道你不想在临死前，让他看到吗？你有多爱他？”
Xie Han squatted beside her, like his closest friend, and whispered softly: "Write, write down all the things you want to say to him." Xie Han's tone was extremely gentle, "Don't you want to let him see it before you die?" How much do you love him? ”

简瑶颤微微抬头望着他。四目凝视片刻。“好，我写,”
Jian Yao looked up at him slightly. Four eyes staring for a moment. "Okay, I'll write,"

终于，她伸手，接过了他手里的笔。
Finally, she reached out and took the pen from his hand.

——

“靳言：
Jin Yan:

在我小的时候，曾经有个梦想。梦想成为爸爸那样的人，维护正义，奋不顾身。
When I was younger, I had a dream. Dream of being like my father, upholding justice and fighting for his life.

后来，我按部就班的上学、成长、工作。我以为我离这条路越来越远，那梦想只能掩埋在心里，当成一个美好而遗憾的念想。后来，我就遇到了你。我的梦想。
Later, I went to school, grew up, and worked step by step. I thought that I was getting farther and farther away from this path, and that dream could only be buried in my heart, as a beautiful and regretful thought. Later, I met you. My dream.

我想我从来没说过，我爱你。可其实我说了很多遍，在每天清晨看到你的睡颜，在每次看到你展露惊人的智慧和才华；看到你为了救助受害者，每每奋不顾身……那时候我就对自己说，我是多么骄傲和幸运，今生能够拥有你，你让我这么爱你。
I don't think I ever said I love you. But in fact, I have said it many times, I see your sleeping face every morning, and I see you showing amazing wisdom and talent every time; I see you working hard to save the victims...... At that time, I said to myself, how proud and lucky I am to have you in this life, and you make me love you so much.

可也许，这一次，我不能陪你今后的人生了。我就快承受不了。我每天看着无穷无尽的黑暗却找不到出口；每天期盼着一眼醒来，就看到你。看到你从天而降，把我从这里拯救；看到你温柔的抱着我，再也不会分开，再也不会失去你。
But maybe, this time, I can't accompany you for the rest of your life. I can't take it anymore. I look at the endless darkness every day and can't find an exit; Every day, I look forward to waking up and seeing you. I saw you coming down from heaven and saving me from here; Seeing you gently hugging me, I will never be separated again, and I will never lose you again.

对不起靳言，我可能真的不能陪你了。人生的路，希望你好好的走下去。不要难过，这个世界上还有很多很多人，他们会爱你，会代替我爱着你。
I'm sorry Jin Yan, I may really not be able to accompany you. On the road of life, I hope you will go on well. Don't be sad, there are many, many people in this world, and they will love you and will love you instead of me.

我一点也不难过，真的。因为曾经拥有你，即使很快就要死去，我的心也是平静的。这对我是解脱，即使我化为尘埃灰土，也永远不会忘记你。今后每一个清晨，每一个日落，每一个夜晚，我都会盼望，盼望如果真的有虚无的来生，我还可以遇到你，拥有你。回到我们最初相遇相知的地方，让我亲口告诉你，我是多么爱你。我相信，你会战胜谢晗。你会找到我，你会带我离开这个地狱。
I'm not sad at all, really. Because I once had you, even if I was going to die soon, my heart was at peace. It's a relief for me, and even if I turn to dust, I'll never forget you. In the future, every morning, every sunset, every night, I will hope, hope that if there is really a void afterlife, I can still meet you and have you. Go back to where we first met and let me tell you how much I love you. I believe that you will defeat Xie Han. You will find me, and you will take me out of this hell.

然后，我们会回到家乡，回到我们的家。请你抱着我，哪怕是骨灰，抱着我坐在江边，陪我看日出日落，然后把我埋在你每天都能看到的地方。
Then, we will go back to our hometown, back to our home. Please hold me, even if it's ashes, hold me and sit by the river, watch the sunrise and sunset with me, and then bury me where you can see it every day.

还记得吗？我们第一次亲吻，你和我都呆住了。还记得我们第一次牵手，你说我挠你痒，原来你从来没跟女孩子牵过手……太多太多回忆陪伴我，死去又有什么关系？我已经达成了自己的梦想，实现了妈妈的愿望，我拥有你，我成为了爸爸那样的人，陪你破了那么多案子，我对得起自己的人生，我今生没有其他遗憾，唯一的遗憾是不能陪你到老。请一定不要孤独，薄靳言。不要独自一人，每天好好过下去。因为我就在这里，靳言，在你眼里，在你心里，在你的生命里。我们永远不会分离。
Remember? The first time we kissed, you and I froze. I still remember the first time we held hands, you said I tickled you, it turned out that you had never held hands with a girl...... There are too many memories to accompany me, so what does it matter if I die? I have achieved my dream, fulfilled my mother's wish, I have you, I have become a person like my father, I have solved so many cases with you, I am worthy of my life, I have no other regrets in this life, the only regret is that I can't accompany you to old age. Please don't be lonely, Bo Jinyan. Don't be alone, live every day. Because I'm right here, Jin Yan, in your eyes, in your heart, in your life. We will never be separated.

请一定不要孤独，薄靳言。不要独自一人，每天好好过下去。
Please don't be lonely, Bo Jinyan. Don't be alone, live every day.

因为我就在这里，靳言，在你眼里，在你心里，在你的生命里。
Because I'm right here, Jin Yan, in your eyes, in your heart, in your life.

我们永远不会分离。
We will never be separated.

简瑶。”
Jian Yao. ”

“这就乖了，简，好好睡一觉了，再睁眼，你就能看见你的靳言了，哈哈哈……”
"That's good, Jane, get a good night's sleep, open your eyes again, and you can see your Jin Yan, hahaha......"

一阵晕眩袭来，简瑶再次陷入梦境之中。
A wave of dizziness hit, and Jian Yao fell into a dream again.

医院里，简瑶躺在病床上，陷入深深的睡眠中，她的意识在迷雾中徘徊，迟迟找不到出口，耳边总是有声音不断地诉说着。
In the hospital, Jian Yao was lying on the hospital bed, falling into a deep sleep, her consciousness wandering in the fog, unable to find an exit for a long time, and there was always a voice in her ears that kept talking.

“小瑶，你到底受了多少折磨，谢晗他真是个魔鬼。”
"Xiao Yao, how much torture have you suffered, Xie Han is really a devil."

“小瑶，多亏了靳言，我们才能及时找到你救出你，收到谢晗寄来的那封信，我们都只觉得痛心而感动，薄靳言当时也失了会神，却又忽然开口，说信中有三处提供了重大线索。他说，‘她父亲那样的人，是警察身份；她……挠我痒那次，我们并没有牵手，她不可能记错，那是在杀人机器案。而最后，她的母亲并不希望她成为警察。所以，她是在告诉我们——谢晗曾经伪装成杀人机器案的警察。不可能是刑警，国内所有刑警都要接受严格审查，并且当时与我配合十分密切。只可能是协警，因为当时调集了多个区的协警，协助追查凶手，很多人彼此并不认识……‘说到这里，他的停顿一下，说他知道谢晗是谁了。我们终于有了谢唅的画像，就此追杳到了你的监禁处。只是谢晗太过凶残狡猾，在解救行动中重伤了靳言。”
"Xiao Yao, thanks to Jin Yan, we were able to find you and rescue you in time, and when we received the letter sent by Xie Han, we all only felt sad and moved, Bo Jin Yan was also distracted at the time, but he suddenly opened his mouth, saying that there were three major clues in the letter. He said, 'Someone like her father is a police officer; She...... We didn't hold hands when I tickled, and she couldn't be mistaken, it was in the Killing Machine case. And in the end, her mother didn't want her to be a police officer. So, she's telling us that Xie Han used to disguise himself as a police officer in a murder machine case. It couldn't be a criminal policeman, all criminal police in China were subject to strict scrutiny, and they cooperated very closely with me at that time. It could only be the assistant police, because at that time, the auxiliary police from multiple districts were mobilized to assist in tracking down the murderer, and many people didn't know each other......' Speaking of this, he paused and said that he knew who Xie Han was. We finally have a portrait of Xie Wei, and we have traced it to your prison. It's just that Xie Han was too cruel and cunning, and he seriously injured Jin Yan during the rescue operation. ”

“小瑶，靳言现在不能来看你，你快点醒过来，去看看他吧。”
"Xiao Yao, Jin Yan can't come to see you now, wake up quickly and go see him."

“小瑶，你怎么还不醒，医生说你被注射了太多的精神性药剂，需要你自己战胜药物影响，早点清醒过来。”
"Xiao Yao, why aren't you awake yet, the doctor said that you have been injected with too many psychotropic drugs, and you need to overcome the influence of the drugs yourself and wake up as soon as possible."

“小瑶，老人常说大难不死，必有后福，快点醒过来，薄靳言还等着你呢。“
"Xiao Yao, the old man often says that if you don't die, there will be a blessing, wake up quickly, Bo Jinyan is still waiting for you."

病房门打开，薄靳言坐在轮椅上被推了进来，来到病床前，他握住了简瑶的手，轻轻地说道，
The door of the ward opened, Bo Jinyan was pushed in in a wheelchair, and when he came to the bed, he held Jian Yao's hand and said softly,

“瑶瑶，今天医生终于同意我来看你了，我好想你，你也努力点，早点睁开眼，好吗？”
"Yaoyao, today the doctor finally agreed that I should come to see you, I miss you so much, you should work harder, open your eyes early, okay?"

“爸爸一直在等我带你回家吃饭，那我们告诉他，我们要结婚了，好吗？“
"Daddy has been waiting for me to take you home for dinner, so let's tell him we're getting married, okay?"

听到这熟悉而刻骨铭心的声音，简瑶的意识向声音发出的地方寻去，她想努力地努力地看清这个人。努力着，努力着，简瑶缓缓睁开了眼。首先看到的，是白色而陌生的天花板、浅蓝色窗帘遮着窗外的阳光。而她躺在病床上，已经换上了干净柔软的衣物，手臂上正在输液。
Hearing this familiar and unforgettable voice, Jian Yao's consciousness searched for the place where the voice came from, and she wanted to try her best to see this person clearly. Hard, hard, Jian Yao slowly opened her eyes. The first thing you see is a white and unfamiliar ceiling and light blue curtains that block the sunlight from the window. And she was lying on the hospital bed, already in clean and soft clothes, and she was receiving an infusion on her arm.

床边，那个俊朗的男人。穿着浅蓝色病号服，坐在一张轮椅里，正在絮絮叨叨地说着话。
Next to the bed, the handsome man. Dressed in a light blue hospital gown, sitting in a wheelchair, he was babbling and talking.

她缓缓地说了一句，“好。“
She said slowly, "Okay." “